Thursday, May 29, 2008 ♥
omg, cun believe i was so tired n stress that i juz broke down in front of the class, scaring the lecturer. is like i was so pissed off by wat to do that i could nt stand the past few wks of torture n juz let my tears flow freely. now, coming 2 think of it, i must have look real stupid s can u imagine a big girl like me behaving like a small girl in fron of a class of matured teenagers. so embarrassing lah! anyway, wat's done is done, u cannot go back time. btw, i m feeling better now after thinking it over. it is mostly my fault 4 wanting 2 stick to them whenever doing grp work. once in a while, it is always good to change grps s u can c how working with diff ppl affect ur work peformance n can thus compare which grp u r most suitable 2 work with 4 FYP. so dun wry, i m ok liao, wun think of dying anytime now. i m still young n have many things 2 do. now, the main thing is to restore the friendship that i broke with my own hands. hope that we can get back tgt as frenz, as in really frenz, without thinking of backstabbing or hating each other at their back. i want 2 work 2wards this goal s i really treasure their friendship. dun want 2 lose all ur frenz juz beacuse of ur selfishness or self-centered-ness. now rushing thru the last report b4 i can finally take a break after all these wks of proj. it is also time to have a proper slp. tmr end sch at 12, 5 hrs earlier than usual. last class is cancelled n i do nt have gems, which means i can go home earlier 2 slack. wait, did i mention b4 that i was a very lazy girl? nvr? well, 2 tell u the truth, i m. i will slack as long as possible. haha...Labels: feeling so much happier
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:19 PM