was out the whole day ytd so din manage to blog abt ytd. first was work 4 half a day n later went straight to my grandma's hse 4 dinner, so went i reach home, it was alr 8 plus n as being a lazy girl, dun feel lk moving my hands.
anyway, ytd was juz a normal day 4 me with work being very busy due to overwhelming response that i end up working 30 mins more. rush here n there until no time to drink water. 1 thing gd abt working at suntec during the weekends is u can c diff types of ppl walking around, esp on sundays, where there r many ppl cosplaying. the costumes r too creative n in many varieties. if i was given more time to appreciate them...how i wish i oso have one of those costumes. look quite gd n nice leh.
blogging 2 days in 1 entry 2dae, due to laziness again.
ytd was juz a normal day 4 me. 2dae, jialat, mst test paper was given out. as expected, my maths sux, fail until so badly. 21/100. lowest in class. break my record of wat is considered a "U" grade 4 me. my lowest last time ws abt 30 plus to 40 plus. but i noe alr, i dun do most qns n lose many marks, at least i din get single digit ot less than 20.
then the lecturers went thru test qns of mst, hearing them explain, feeling more n more demoralised. the ans that i wrote is nt wat they expected so marks will oso be deducted in the process n i guess i hafta expect more fails 4 my papers.
back to chionging reports n cse studies this wk, so that we can hand in on time. summore, this wk almost everyday end late, abt 5 plus. tmr is make up lesson 4 the PH on vesak day. wed is the dche gathering 4 all yrs dche students. s i m a class comm, n the other 2 cun make it, no choice but i have to take over. cause at least of of the class comm members must be there. another reason i want to go is make more frenz n to gather with old ones s well s it is seldom we have the chance to go 4 a gathering lk this. by noeing more frenz, when we need help, like 4 eg, reports, we can take from them.
anyway, i will stop here. go watch my tv liao. Cya!


so tired. juz return home from work. 2dae tcc at suntec damn busy lah. i think i bring the crowd in again. once i reach, the crowd start coming in grp by grp. then to my horror, a 19 pax enter. can u imagine, 19 pax leh. we have full hse 2dae so it is damn busy lah.summore, 2dae gt event juz outside tcc doorstep. i saw the tv host qun yi feng 2dae.
i m facing a dilema right now after wat my store manager told me b4 i left that place. as tcc requires part timers to commit 4 at least 3 days , i have to have 1 day free apart from weekends to make this possible if nt i will be either transferred out or fired. making 1 of my weekdays free is quite diff s i end sch late everyday n wed is the only day free 4 me, but i cun work night shift due to homework commitments. if only i have no gems on that day n no plant design on fri, then i can work on either of this days. so now i m in a dilema s to whether shd i resign s i dun think i can commit 3 days if i m transferred to other outlets or really try my best to work on 1 of the weekdays. wat shd i do? i dun feel lk leaving suntec s the environment there is very gd n if i was being transferred, i would request to transfer back to omb but there is 5 1/2 days wk n i oso cun commit my weekdays there so oso no pt.
i have to give my ans by 2 wks later. hope i can give an ans by then. seriously in a dilema lah, i. i gt to cool down n think abt it s it is really very impt. concerns my job.
tmr back 2 work 4 me. gg to watch lord of the rings part 2 now. Cya!


yay! finally mst is over. although it makes no diff to me as mst wk is oso lk normal wks,slacking. i dun feel especially excited that mst is over s i did nt spend much time studying, but at least i am now spared the torture of the daily routine of studying. at least i can now do other things on my comp in peace instead of thinking abt exams the nxt day. dun give a damn abt my results oso s dun want 2 think so much. wat 4 think so much? u make urself feel worse only.
enuf of sad things, here comes the happy part. went with huihua 4 her interview at tcc hq b4 proceeding to marina square to eat. hope she can get the job n maybe post to same place s me. decided on jack's place 4 lunch, i ordered the executive set meal which was very filling. kinda feel lucky that we din went to eat seoul garden 4 lunch or else we will be full up in a while n waste money. after that, went k-box, choose the student package again. 2 things diff abt this k-box n other k-box is that we can only choose 1 drink from 5 listed n only 1 glass per person. other k-box r we have more varieties to choose from n 2 glasses per person. another diff is the k-box at marina square serve finger food 4 students n they expect us to stop singing at 6pm. others r they dun serve finger food, n we can sing until 7 pm s the package is actually from 2-7pm. so me n huihua was quite shocked when we heard abt the timing juz now. we prefer the other k-box that we had been to. but nvm, at least 4 hrs is still nt bad, we manage to sing many songs.
decided to go 4 a change of songs 2dae. mostly emo songs due to somebody's influence. u shd noe who i toking abt. nevertheless, still gt s.h.e songs, but now there r more angela's songs s i feel her songs r nice. huihua recommend me to a song which is quite nice, but the MV is damn sad lah. i think the song is by vaness n kangta, 127 sth one. i forgot the whole title. sing till my lungs burst s i m venting my unhappiness on singing so sing to a hearts content. summore, almost all the songs we choose is high-pitched so require us to go beyond our vocal limit. n i m having a sore throat now, hope nt so bad s i m working tmr n i need to tok. i dun tok will die. i talkative person wat, haha...so my voice is consider very impt 2 me. but of course lah, who wants to be dumb, correct?
here i m, toking crap again. subconciously, i have blog such a long entry, breaking my own record, i think. at least, i can blog happier entries now. compare with past few wks of emo topics. heehee...
ok, enuf toking le. need to go watch my "la femme" folo by "ghost whisperer" now. Ciao!


first the sun, then the rain...these were my feelings after the mst 2dae. bioanalytics, c paper, laughin to myself. the qns quite easy n all those that i study was tested. nt 100% confident lah, but at least can pass. spend time usefully, unlk maths where i spend my time slacking n playing with numbers due to having give up on that. 30 mins later, chem rxn eng, i juz c first qns, die liao, dun noe how 2 do. look at rest of paper, gt a bad omen that i may have to hand up blank paper in the end. then i c gt graph paper. siao ar, 1 hr paper, still ask us draw graph, the setter think we very pro in this module, can finish fast. c'mon, mcq alr so hard liao, dun mention abt section b, which require us to think. summore, gt grph n the whole qns is worth 20 marks. crazy lah...
actually, i oso given up on chen rxn eng, s described in my last post. so during that 1 hr, i was doing same thing as maths on mon. slacking n wishing time pass quickly. trying my best to answer the theory qns n doing some calculations or writing formulae, at least gt working marks. if nt i m juz playing with the numbers.
graph, almost wanted to hand in blank, cause dun even noe how to get the values so how to plot? but in the end, juz tikam, occupy my time than juz sitting there wating 4 time 2 pass which may be quite long.
tmr last paper, fluid mec. oso problematic, is sth lk plant design s we nt sure wat type of qns the paper may come out, esp theory. have to read thru ppt slides n absorb as much as possible. after that, it will be free 4 me, i can go out n have fun the whole day.planning on where to have fun tmr.
lucky tmr paper is start early, so end early oso. can have the whole day really slacking b4 sch actually starts on mon where projs n reports pile up on us again.
enuf slacking liao. juz ren 1 more day 4 last paper. jiayou 2 me!


work from 12-5 juz now. now legs damn suan. i dun noe is it i bring the crowd to tcc. once i enter, ppl start entering non-stop, if nt no customers one. busy lah, summore only 4 staff.
lucky juz now manage to study chem rxn eng at 8am in the morning. now, is study bio, have to memorise. tmr test these 2 modules. gt more confident in bio in the hope that i will nt forget everything that i study 2dae. give up on chem rxn eng, the formulaes n the integral method n differential method made me totally dun feel lk studying them. tmr chem rxn eng is a goner. serious, i have been giving up this module since last yr. dun noe how i manage to pass n scrape thru every sem, or worse, survive. i fail every test n i now i gg to score badly 4 exams, but in the end, it is a miracle that i pass. have to try my best n do as much as i can tmr. bio oso have many things to study. i only left 3 hrs 2 study 5 chapters s i want to watch channel 8 9pm show later. further more, tmr no time to study s test start at 8.30 am. must have enuf slp if nt tmr cun concentrate.
ok, gt to study bio liao. will update u all more abt my day tmr. hope can survive. haha... actually i m dying now, every test so diff, but to me is nth. i have been with this attitude since last yr. i will feel depressed 4 1 day n forget abt it another day. wat 4 wry so much, wat's over is over.
bio time...Cya!


how can this be? i gt study but how come those qns that come out is nt the one that i spend most focus on? 2dae juz finish my enviornmental eng paper, 3 down, still gt 3 more to go.
2dae's paper was nt as diff as ytd, perhaps because i gt study. but i guess i focus on the wrong section in the notes, neglecting some parts or even forgetting the chemical eqn that were given in the ppt slides. i gt memorise but is juz that there r too many rxn 4 me to rmb n i forgot some. grrr... 1 whole section of newton's law all gone. i din focus on that section, i only read thru, n in the end forgot how to solve the qns. 10 marks fly away juz lk that. i thought i very confident in that section s the formula will be given n i have done the tutorials but i seem to have blank out at the last min.
tmr gt to go work, so have to fully utilise my remaining time to study. is nt i been force to work, is juz that i feel bad 4 owing them 3 wks of work, so i decided to work tmr. cause at home whole day oso nth 2 do, u cun ask me to study whole day right? thurs gt 2 paper, lucky both end early n do nt need to wait 4 hrs b4 nxt test, unlk mon. the longer it drag, the more i no mood to study. can spend the rest of my thurs studying my remaining module. fri will be free 4 me after 10. thinking abt where to go now although i have sort of have a place in mind after discussing with huihua juz now.
anyway, it is only wed, still gt time to think. now, most impt is studies. have to study 1 module 2dae n the other tmr after work.
ok, gt to start revising liao. Sayonara!


2dae gt both bad things n gd things in my life. gd thing is 2dae is the 1 mth anniversary of my blog, which means i have been maintaining my blog 4 1 mth."a big round of applause". i have been updating my blog every single day except 4 1 day. n now, my blog has been made nice due to help from my frenz, huihua n huiying. thank you!
now 4 the bad news, mst. die liao lah.... cfm fail one...how to face my parents....? these were the my rxn when i saw the first test paper juz now. i have a bad feeling 4 the other papers too. at 10.30, plant design, i flip over the paper, stunned! so many theory qns n i only rmb some. shyt! i thought plant design only come out mostly on naming equipment n drawing, so i spend much of my time on these 2, neglecting theory on the thought that wun come out so many. first mistake. second mistake, din read thru prac notes on energy n mass balance n definitions of some equipment, in the end, 1 section full of all those qns totally dun noe how 2 do. juz tikam loh, bo bian. after this test, kena slightly regretted s it is last min revision. if i had spent more time reading, i can score more on theory section.
have a bad feeling 4 nxt test too, maths, so i spend the 4 hrs reading notes. read until sian then stop, thought that if u noe the basics, can liao. even if u dun noe how 2 do, at least gt working marks. at 3.30, maths test start, turn over paper, another stunned!
3 pages only but the qns damn bloody diff. some more complex numbers occupy so many marks per qns. 14! can u imagine how many marks u will lose if u din complete it? bo bian again, have to try my best in writing down s much s i recall 4 working to get the few pathetic marks. then the frequency graph thing, only ask simple qns, lk true or false. so lame lah. is lk the difficulty factor nt balance.
anyway, only first day n i gt a feeling that the other papers will be as jialat as this one.
gt to study environ eng which will be tested tmr. luckily, this module is mainly on memory work which is an advantage to me. no workings to practice n do. i dun want history to repeat itself lk 2dae. Gambette 4 my other papers if nt i m gg to die severely.
Bye! wish me luck 4 tmr.


omg, so lucky lah. i thought tmr is maths only, but then 1 of my classmates told me that tmr oso gt plant design. heng ar, if nt i will nt be taking the exam tmr n my marks will be deducted. so i quickly change to study plant design s i m weak in this. summore, i dun noe wat to study so juz read thru, later still have to study maths. maths is really my hated subject, i feel lk juz dun study n go in n tikam the qns.
but really, luckily, she told me that tmr gt 2 test if nt i will still be studying other modules. i thought plant design is on fri n still gt much time 2 read, but.... my saviour!
ok, gt 2 go practice my drawings n qns 4 tmr liao, pray hard that tmr is all right. thank goodness!


din manage to blog abt ytd s i was out the whole day, n i was too tired to blog when i reach home.
my parents brought us to eat " tim sum" buffet at a restaurant in pennisula excelsior hotel. we been there quite a few times s it is cheap n worthwhile , with so many varieties to choose from, n the portions r very large too. $ 11.90++ for eat-all-u-can buffet, it is relly worth considering to go there n eat. after eating, we walk all the way from city hall to PS to shop 4 handphone. the distance is nt so far actually, furthermore it is a gd chance to tok with my parents s it is seldom we have a chance to tok to them s we r busy with sch work n they, busy with work. another gd thing is we can take a look around the city area n identify its changes over the years n hear parents tell stories abt them.
when we reach PS, i realise it has change a lot since i was there the last time. it is bigger than TM, i think. we went to basement 1 to the handphone shop where i bought my phone the other time. there r many varieties there to choose from, including new n limited ones. i saw quite a lot that i like, but too bad cun buy, s i juz change nt long ago. my bro n father both bought a new phone each, costing abt $300 plus in total. later we went to take a look around PS since it is a gd time to shop 4 items s it is the GSS now. my mom bought a shoe at John's little close down sale. i din expect the queue is that long, plus the service stuff do things so slow, we queued 4 abt n hr b4 it is finally time 4 us to pay. come on, it is only fri n the queue is alr like that, i cun imagine how chaotic it will be on weekends.
lastly, seeing time is nt early, we went to a last shop, the $2 shop where everything is selling at a price of $2, n the things inside is all jap stuff. we bought quite a no of things b4 deciding to head home. my mom wanted to look at other shops but no time alr, s it was alr 7 plus. we spent quite lot of time at the handphone shop n at john little if nt we would be able to look at more shops.
i tell u, ytd we broke our own record of spending so much money in 1 day in singapore, abt $500 plus. we din spent that much in malaysia in thailand when we go shopping there s a whole family.
ok, gg to be busy 4 nxt 2 days. try my utmost best to study as much as i can b4 mst start in 2 more days. Cya!


haiz...finally face up to the fact that mst is drawing nearer n i have to start preparing now, though i really dun feel lk studying n juz go in n fail my whole exams. but, wat to do, i m nt the genius type. really admire those ppl that dun study or dun spend so much time studying n still can score much better than those who spent longer hrs studying. this ppl r the genius, n how i wish i m one of them. lk that juz go sch, pay attention n dun have any wories abt upcoming exams or test. i guess is nt inside my genes to be 1 of the geniuses.
currently studying bio, hoping to finish at least 2 modules by 2dae. tmr no time to study, if nt have to find time tmr to at least read 1 module. weekends have to chiong thru the rest liao, esp maths. i have no interest in it, therefore most of the topics that the lecturer taught, i was nt paying attention. another problematic one is chem rxn eng. oso gt lots of maths to do, u must understand wat the qns is asking b4 applying formula. so ma fan. i hate maths!
ok, gt 2 go study liao. chiong...chiong...chiong.... gl 2 me. doomsday is ariving nearer.


studying chem rection 2dae. less than 1 wk b4 mst wk. fri no time to study s parents take leave n want to bring us out. so left with 3 days, including weekends. doubt there is enough time 2 study abt 7 modules in these 3 days. hope can. must arrange time well. lucky i stop work 4 3 wks, if nt really no time 2 study oso. aiyah, but then, i at home the whole day, oso din spend my time wisely. ppl spent that 3 wks at home studying, i leh, slacking. though mst drawing nearer, still feel no sense of urgency to start studying.
hope that can spent the nxt few days really concentrating on studying, if nt i m gg to die in this mst. must really get started, gt many memorising to do, esp formulaes. oso have to practice tutorial qns so that we will nt get stuck during the test. haha, lucky mst only 1 hr each, nt lk exams which is abt 2 hrs each . gt a feeling mst will nt be so diff s first time we have mst 4 cls, exams then let us die better. dun stress us now, later we no interest go sch n study. heehee....


finally, i watched finish the whole series of romantic princess in juz, u guess? 2days. i spend my whole of 2dae n ytd to watch the whole series. i really tv addict, a 15 episode movie oso can let me watch finish in such a short time. i m lk that, as long as i dun get to watch finish a movie that i desperately want to watch, i will try all means to find time to watch finish, take 4 ex, these 2 days. although mst r around the corner, i still spend my time enjoying myself watching the movie.
romantic princess is quite a nice story, but have the typical love ending of most taiwan series. but the story plot is different from others tat i have watched so far. is lk the main characters in the story try their best to live their own dreams, although they have a large house to live in. i really admire the 2 girls' willpower in this show. 1 have a crush on a guy 4 10 yrs, n spent the years improving herself. the other 1, spent much energy ensuring that her lover is happy.
now that i have finish the whole series, i have nth in my mind on wt i m gg to wtch nxt. all have to wait until the nxt holidays or when i m free. the main thing now is to study, i alr wasted more than 1 wk slacking although i promised myself that i will start on this mon, but 2 days have passed n i still haven get started. i guess i have to torture myself 4 the nxt 4 days cramping myself with all the modules. really have to depend on my luck now.


gg to have a short post 2dae. as usual, i din study at all, n spend my whole day watching gong zhu xiao mei. gg to study at night. 1 more wk b4 mst wk, but i still dun feel lk studying at all. most ppl would feel nervous as time pass n study lk hell, i dun. although i noe that mst is less than 1 wk away, i still dun feel the urgency to study.
maybe this is my chararcter, can drag then drag until as long as possible. say want to study this wk, but still cun put my mind on studying.
ok, this is my post 4 2dae. nth much to tok abt. bye!


juz came back from an exciting day at pasir ris beach. my mother's family n us went there to have a picnic. there sure was many food, like hot dog, chicken chop, fried mee hoon, otah n many more. haha...u must be drooling alr right?
after eating, went to soak in sea water, gd 4 skin wat. my cousins found a small starfish n shockingly, some sea worms. the worms are really very disgusting lah, so hairy n so many legs, swimming in the water. the starfish is alive, it is quite hard, compare to other starfish that we saw b4.
we played until 2 plus b4 planning to leave. however, when we left, high tide came in n we saw many green mussels floating on the water n in the sand. so we faster went to pick as many up as we can. there are oso other ppl picking them up. we have a guess that these mussels came floating here with the high tide, from the kelong somewhere. in the end, we pick up many of them, somemore, they r very big.
finally, we went to take a bath b4 playing frisbee. our aunt later brought us to a place where we can c n pet horses, oso at pasir ris park. the horses there are all very nice to touch, but the price to ride them is very expensive. $10 per ride, each ride only 5 mins. i oso saw some children there under training 4 riding a horse. they must be under the riding club, s they get to lead their own horse n control them. this must be rich kids. so lucky lah, they!
ok, enough of my day 2dae. hope u all enjoy reading my this entry. sayonara!


yay! finally finish all my reports, which means i gt 1 less thing 2 wry abt now, xhich oso means i can study in peace 4 the nxt 1 wk now, if i gt the mood, that is. m watching "romantic princess" on crunchy roll now. only managed to watch the begining that time due to sch commitment, so now making use of holidays to finish the whole show n c the ending. heard that the story line is quite nice, plus some more inside gt 1 of my laogong, wu zun, so of course must watch lah. omg, i so think-skinned right? haha...wat 2 do, he so shuai, he the most shuai person i have ever seen, but 2 bad he is 10 yrs older than me. i really admire his future wife, i believe his wife must be very pretty n gentle.
ok, y m i gg out of the topic? wat i meant to say is that, a person can really resort to all means to put himself out of a sticky situation, hurting the person he love as a process. furthermore, he lk her, but will give all sorts of reasons to lie n try to persuade himself nt 2 lk her. i mean, isn't it silly? wat can u gain from all these? i really dun understand how ppl feel, this type of scenario oso happens in real life.
tmr having a picnic with my mother's family. hope it is as enjoyable as last time, sure gt a lot of food 2 eat one. whey, i noe wat u all thinking, i nt greedy lah. is just that everyone in my mother's family can cook very well, so sure gt a lot of delicious food 2 eat one, haha...
Sayonara!

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nth much 2 blog 2dae, except that i finish all my reports. finally! now left case studies, problematic cause dun noe which one 2 do first. nobody 2 tok 2 on msn oso.
later, gonna read second time of true singapore ghost stories. that series is nice 2 read. i believe tat everybody will have 2 pass on, this is a fact, there is no medicine that can prevent us from dying. after these ppl die, they will either cross over or stay on earth to lk after their loved ones. their spirits cun live the world until their wishes r fulfilled. so, i oso like ghost whisperer.
ok, y i m toking abt this? no sense at all, haha... if nt, i have really nth 2 blog abt 2dae. i m oso nt the person who will skip a day of blogging unless i m really busy or cun find time 2 update.
this is the prob. once i have blog, i will tok a lot inside if i have no one 2 tok to, u c, i m a talkative person. nth 2 tok abt, still can find topic 2 say.
gg 2 stop here, if nt i will be boring u all. bye!


as expected, i spent much time searching the internet 4 ans that i gt frustrated n stop halfway ytd. 2dae, i m trying my luck again. if still cun get it, i have to "borrow" the ans from my frenz s this is q similar qns. but, seriously, i prefer doing this type of qns, either the essay type of look 4 info type than calculations n draw graph one. i sux in both areas, esp now, most graph require us 2 use excel 2 plot. i have forgotten everything that i learn last sem abt excel. to conclude, i hate drawing graph, be it hand-drawn or computer-derived, so ma fan! i gt a strong feeling that i m gg 2 die in exams, some modules require us 2 draw graph. shyt lah, fail liao.
time pass so fast! 1 wk more 2 go b4 mst wk, n i still haven gt around 2 study most of the modules yet. s in really study, nt the read-thru type. no use reading thru n cramping all the info u learn in ur brain. u will juz blank out on day of exams due 2 nervousness. it is better if u read n understand, practice is oso impt, esp calculation qns. memorising the formula if u dun understand where 2 use it is damn jia lat. when u c the qns, n u gt so many formulaes 2 use but dun noe use which one, oso no pt.
so i m trying to complete all my part in case studies by this wk, so i can really focused on serious study nxt wk. no more time 2 lose, i m nt gd in any module, so more impt 4 me 2 study.


blog quite late 2dae, dun ask me y. i nt sure oso. maybe because i on my lappy late n was busy doing the quizzes on facebook that i finally decided to stop 4 a while n blog.
din manage 2 study 2dae ,s well u noe.... at least i finished reading thru my environmental eng notes n started with maths. dun say i nvr study at all hor. somemore, i din study 2dae s i was trying 2 finish all my reports by 2dae so that i have less things 2 think abt. can say that i break my promise 2 study everyday lah, budden is oso sch stuff wat. no difference! feeling satisfied s i managed 2 finish 1 out of the 3 reports that i m supposed 2 do, plus that report is worth 10 marks. 2 more 2 go b4 i m free of my reports, dun tok abt case study yet. dun even want to think abt it, dun noe how n where to start n which one 2 do first. i gt 2 of them 2 do.
gg 2 start on bio report nxt. since it is a grp work n there r 4 qns n 4 members in each grp, i juz need to do 1 qns n that's it, i'm done. last to do would be chem rxn eng report. that one most troublesome s i have to search the net 4 info, which i hate doing. the net always din give u proper qns n u have to search thru many website to gather diff info b4 u manage to get everything u want. time consuming! i lazy 2 borrow books oso.
oh ya, by the way, have u all realised sth? i have been complaining 2 u abt my work load these past few days without thinking of ur feelings. i m sure ur workload is s heavy as mine but u all do nt dare 2 say me. dui bu qi, da jia! will u forgive me?
ok, enough of complaining, i will try my best nt 2 complain liao. gt 2 do my other reports alr. pray hard that i can finish by 2dae. bye!


sigh..... my guess my mom is right. my lappy had become my best fren. i m addicted to it that i can use everyday 4 the whole day. i will nt get used to it if i dun use it 4 one day, be it even if i have nth 2 do. i m contented juz to go msn 4 a while or 2 play comp games in my lappy. is lk this habit suddenly started this yr, i m nt that addicted last year. furthermore, i was addicted to TV last time. whenever my parents nt around, i will on the DVD player 2 watch disc the whole day s i was nt interested in comp games that time.
unfortunately, i broke my own promise. rmb the last post where i said i will stop using my lappy at abt 3 to study, well, i did nt. in fact, ytd i stop at 5 b4 studying, 2dae oso, 3 plus n i m still using the laptop. i really have no mood 2 study. if there were no reports n case studies 2 do, i gt only MST 2 think abt n can take my time studying. but with all those extra work , i have to worry abt 2 things. 1 is when 2 get started n do wat first. second would be how 2 balance between doing research n studying.
the first priority would be MST s the report n case studies can be handed in few wks later. the only prob is i m afraid that i will nt be in the mood 2 do anything after MST s i had suffered during the holidays studying. would u still want 2 do things after the exam? no right?
gd thing is i went 2 check out MST time table juz now so i roughly noe which one 2 study first. lk that my brain wun get cramped by all the modules info. 2dae gt 2 at least study environ eng s it is the second module to be tested n considered 1 of the easiest module 2 understand.
haizzzzzzz......hope that i can stick 2 my promise starting from tmr n really concentrate on studying. c first.....


as much as i hate to say it, but monday is finally here. my mentality tells me that i must study to get gd sem GPA, but my heart dun make me feel like studying. till now, i still haven go check the schedules of MST.
think this time, have to depend on my luck again 2 pass, same as O lvls. only 1 thing i scared, there r some topics in the modules that i do nt understand, i guess i have 2 depend on myself in reading thru n trying to understand the topic.
although i tell myself that 4 nxt 2 wks, i gotta study but i cun bring myself 2 do so. is lk i still living in my own fun zone, haven awaken yet. still playing computer games n watching tv.
Snap! time 2 wake up into reality n accept the fact that studies have 2 be done. ok, serious stuff this time. i think i noe wat i gonna do 4 nxt 2 wks.
is some sort of regular schedule 4 me, although it may be boring 4 u. wake up at 10 am, then eat breakfast, followed by play games until abt 2-3, then lunch, lastly would be study until night time. try 2 study at least 1 module per day. do nt push myself too hard. siao, if i study the whole day, i will feel stress n my results will be affected. i dun want this, din study bad enough, u feel stress, gonna be worse.
dun wry, peeps. i will still update my blog everyday. but juz 2 inform u that my entry may be boring these 2 wks, so i apologise early to u all first if u r bored 2 death.
ok, go eat my lunch now. Cya!

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sunday is here! i try nt 2 accept the fact that tmr i have gt to start studying, but sun day is really here. think of the past 1 wk where i have been busy gg out with frenz, how i wish that will nvr end. but wat goes up must come down. i have alr wasted 1 wk while my classmates have alr started studying. the only way 2 catch up with them is to study extremely hard 4 the nxt 2 wks, which is diff due to my character n the case studies to do.
arrgh! y do we have MST? i prefer e-learning wk, at least it is consider sort of a 1 wk break 4 us. furthermore, we can discuss the qns tgt. a final sem exam is bad enough alr, now we have a mid semester test? wat can be worse? but this is a fact that i cun change, principal's words count.
sry 4 blogging this topic, is nt that i do nt like to study, ok, in fact i really do nt lk studying, well, who does? ok, wat m i toking abt? juz that thinking of the many things that i left untouched with due dates drawing nearer has taken a toll on me that i m senseless now.
later, gt to go to my grandma's b'dae celebration at Pan Pacific Hotel. where the hell is it, i dun noe. to b honest, i dun behave like a singaporean. there r many places in singapore which i m nt familiar with, even singapre PRs noe better than i do. so it is really nt a wise thing to ask me 4 directions in singapore.
i hope that 2dae's celebration at the hotel is fun, s it may be the only thing that can brighten up my life now, if nt starting from tmr, will be dark n trecherous days 4 me until after MST.
omg, i cun believe that i have blog some sort of emo entry, when i have said b4 that i dun feel emo that easily. but i assure u , i m nt emo at all, is juz that i feel tired these days.

Labels: so tired.

currently at home now. nth 2 do so watch "romance in the rain" in youtube. ya, i noe that is a very old show but nth 2 do mah, so juz randomly key in a show 2 watch. somemore, i din watch the whole of that show that time. as i watch, i have been thinking abt romance.
y do ppl lk 2 torture themselves in terms of love issues? u noe that the guy dun have u inside his heart n even when u go 2 the war zone 2 bring him back, fact cun change that he dun like u. he agree 2 marry u only because he was touched by ur actions, but in his heart, he still thinking of the other girl. will u be happy even after marriage when he dun love u at all? so, it is better to find a true love than to love a person who din return that favour.
ok, y m i toking abt this? when did i love all those mushy-mushy shows? it is so unlike me.
planning to download all the games possible 2 keep myself occupied 4 the nxt 2 wks b4 sch reopen. of course, i must control myself. there r still reports n case study 2 be done n mst 2 study. must nt spend 2 much time playing. aiming to get a GPA of 3 this sem or 2.5. if nt, i gonna be killed by my mom. furthermore, my class everyone so gd in their studies. must study hard to be on par with them. dun want to feel inferior among them.

Labels: gt 2 start studying

went back 2 omb juz now 2 help them out 4 FREE. esp emphaisize on that word free, esp since i m no longer a staff of there anymore. i dun want ppl 2 suspect y i m there helping out when my outlet needs me. if i time in n out, the hq will c that i m there that day n there will ask suntec whether they noe of me being attached there or nt. i dun want to get myself n sarah in trouble
as expected, my bar skill sux. i drop a lot esp since i lost touch with bar when i enter suntec, so 2dae i very careless n keep forgetting things. in the end, i make the whole bar messy n have 2 keep washing things. lucky i mange to read sop 1 time b4 doing bar, so i din forget how 2 make drinks entirely. is juz that i forget to add milk into latte n yoghurt, or too much ice.
is nt i dun want do service, i m better on the floor. but i request to be in bar cause i want to get the feel of doing drinks again. i dun want to forget everything abt it, better to rmb some skills.
damn happy right now. my laptop is working right now n my bro is off to camp. no need to c him 4 3 days. the thing abt me n him is we nvr c eye 2 eye with each other. once we speak or tok, we r bound to quarrel, lk arch enemies.
ok, enough crapping. go take dinner liao. bye!


went 2 GV at tm 2 meet rebecca n xin mei s they r buying the tickets first. after that, decide on where 2 eat s huihua nt joining us 4 lunch. actually wanted to eat at foodcourt at cs but pass by pastamania on our way there so juz changes our mind n went in 2 eat. huihua join us s we were finishing. 1 thing funny abt ytd was rebecca cun recognise we 3 s we had a diff hairstyle since she last saw us. xin mei n huihua both cut their hair until damn short while i cut my fringe 2 bangs.
watch prince caspian which was nt as bad s i expected to be. the story line quite easy 2 understand, nt lk some chim movies that i once watch with unexplainable ending. in this movie, there is a very cute mouse n the war between the narnians n the humans is very interesting. s i din watch part 1, i dun quite understand the characters in the movie. however, there is 1 thing that i seriously dun understand, is prince caspian that handsome? i find he is juz an ordinary ang moh leh, but y some of my frenz say he handsome leh? the one i find handsome is edmund leh. susan is nt pretty oso, lucy is prettier. there is oso 1 thing abt the movie, is abt aslan, the lion
i shall nt elaborate more on this part, let u all watch it urself, if nt the suspense is nt there anymore. but prince caspian is indeed a nice show 2 watch
1 more thing i learn abt ytd, dun ever try to folo in my footsteps by eating a whole box of popcorn by urself. u will regret it. i thought that i can finish it all by myself, but even at the start, when i juz ate, i alr felt full. i juz force myself to finish them all, resulting in me having a tummy ache n skipping dinner that day.
in all, it was an enjoyable gathering s i feel that i have return 2 the old times where we 3 used 2 watch movies tgt. it is nt bad s we still rmb each other though 2 yrs have passed. looking forward 2 nxt gathering.


met huihua at somerset station ytd b4 proceeding to orchard cinnelsure. first time ever, i do nt need to wait 4 her, keep up the gd work, huihua! take a look around that place n check out the prices of k-box, then went to eat lunch. i suggested pastamania but huihua dun want. i understand y, she dun want 2 bring back old memories. so we walk 2 b1 n chanced upon a korean restaurant that is offering set lunches at affordable prices. both of us ordered the ginseng chicken set which comes tgt with desert n snacks, most of all the chic is in a big piece n yummy, n can u believe it, the set costs only $6.30.
sang songs all the way from 2 plus to 7, so damn shiok lah. i learnt sth ytd, me n huihua gt diff taste of music. i noe all s.h.e songs but she noe most of jolin's n cindy's songs. when i sing angela's songs, she say it is suicide 4 her. huihua dislike her pitch s she cun sing bois songs, while i can. her pitch is quite high, so no use singing guys song.
after 7, went 2 take neoprint(will upload pics when i free), memorable 4 me as well s first time ever i take with bangs n huihua with short hair. i look so weird inside lah, haha...
took the train to doby ghaut tgt with huihua where we started discussing whether to go 4 movies with rebecca n xin mei tmr s both of us still in a dilema. even after we alight, still no idea whether we gg or nt.
only when i reach home, then huihua say juz go lah, if nt like dui bu qi them. bo bian, have 2 go, though i feel that i will juz slp throughout the movie n waste money. haiz.....





met the girls at cck at 4 juz now so that we can buy veggies 2 make sld n drinks b4 meeting the whole class. went to mr edison's hse that was juz beside lot 1 to start the fire. we girls make sld n the result was, very nice, haha...esp by girls who nvr cook b4 in their whole life. juz s i expected, there was nt enough food 4 the whole class, esp the chic wings. somemore, the guys do nt noe when the wings r cooked or nt, in the end, most of the chic r half-cooked. luckily, we gt our sld 2 keep us full. this is quite an achievement 4 me s i m nt a veggie person but i take quite a lot juz now. i dun noe y oso, maybe is because of the tartar sauce added which make lettuces taste nicer ba, hehe. reach home at abt 10 plus.
this is mainly the event of 2dae's night.
tmr meeting huihua go k-boxing. i alr have a whole list of songs on wat i m gg 2 sing. mostly will be s.h.e songs. huihua say she choosing rap songs s she feeling emo, but 4 me, i can sing any songs because i dun feel emo that easily, haha...
we planning 2 sing 5 hrs s we starting at 2, under the students plan which is cheap n worthwhile. so we gonna bring at least a whole bottle of bottle therel. i juz hope my voice wun be affected s i had taken lots of bbq stuff 2dae.
i gt a strong feeling that i will nt be able to come back n blog abt my k-boxing tmr s s usual, my bro will be hogging the comp. haiz...irritating to have a bro lk that, no use to complain abt him. even my parents cun tok 2 him.




report 2 sch at 9am 2dae 4 the briefing s gamesmaster. dche organise a sports festival 4 all in dche n i m the gamesmaster. i volunteered s gamemaster 4 captains ball s that is the only game that i noe the rules n pts given, soccer n basketball i nt sure, later i give wrong pts. i get blame.
quite fun being a refree s u get 2 foul ppl, 1 thing bad is if we r too lenient, ppl say we cheat or biased 2wards own class, if we too strict, ppl say we kayu, anyhow blow whistle or nt noeing the game well. so is quite scary 2 be a refree, s the loser may end up hating u or a fight may ensued.
my class score first 4 basketball n second 4 captain ball. we lose in soccer. after that, half the class went 2 celebrate their victory at breeks using the voucher that they won. i din go s my mom has alr cooked dinner 4 me at home. 1 thing gd abt 2dae is i made new frenz, including some juniors n buddy class.
tmr, still have 2 go to mr edison's hse 4 class bbq. have 2 go there early to buy the drinks. hope tmr will be an exciting day.
gtg now. my bro need to use comp, n my laptop is still down. shyt! sry that my entry is so short 2dae. nt enough time 2 blog more.
will blog more abt tmr. keep checking back 4 more news abt my day.


nth much 2 blog 2dae s nth interesting happen. lolxxxx.... i m like this , i do nt like 2 bore ppl.
so, i shall rdm post. let me tok abt the movie that i watch with my family last night. it is rambo 4, starring the very old slyester stallion. wa kau, that movie damn violent lah. the movie is abt how rambo save those villagers that r living under the arms of vicious soldiers who wants everyone dead. its ok if they juz show the war, they also show all those bloody scenes of soldiers shooting ppl head off and villagers exploding into pieces very clearly. i dun even dare to c blood n gore so in most parts of the movie i was lk hiding behind a pillow. cun describe it lah, so disgusting, only when u watch then u noe how detailed r the killings.
tme i have 2 be in sch 4 the dche sports mania where i m a game master 4 1 of the games, soccer, captains ball or basketball. nt sure wat i will be doing exactly n where i will be station, only noe abt it tmr.
actually i wanted 2 take part in captains ball but 1 of my classmates din include my name in his team so ya... someone from the dche student chapter noe abt this(they organise this event) n ask me whether i wanna be games master, so i agreed. it;s much more fun than playing, i hope. haha...
1 bad news 2 me, my laptop crashed, totally cannot on. this is the dun noe how many time i need to bring it 4 repairing. i regret buying acer, it sux. furthermore, their service hotline is always busy n their sevice centre is damn far, at jurong. u still need to take a free shuttle service inside. at least 1 thing console me, if their service line always cun call in, that means many ppl oso encounter problems, which means i m nt the only 1 that got probs n that can only mean 1 thing, acer things cannot be trusted. haha...
but i miss using my lappy, s there r some games that i download inside is fun 2 play, which the desktop dun have. n i m used to typing using the keypad on my lappy, so i feel weird using the comp's one. hiazzzz...y does this have 2 happen during the holidays where i can play to my worth. hope that i can find the time 2 fix it n enjoy using my lappy again.
will tell u more abt the day tmr. pls be sure to tag n come back often.

ChEe pEi YuN
5th july 1990
Girl with a cancer horoscope
Sweet 18
Singapore Polytechnician
CLS clubber
Chem Eng student
Single


MuAcKs
S.H.E
Aaron Yan
Wu Zun
Jiro Wang
Calvin Chen
Pink
Chocolates
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Hearts
Music
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Pests
Hypocrites
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