last day to complete all assignments b4 handing in tmr. really pia-ing now. at least receive 1 gd news 2dae, bio can hand in on sun, which means no need to research by 2dae oso. now is juz focus on plant design assignment which gt to be handed in tmr n that's it. the rest can do over the weekends s they can be handed in nxt wk. faster hope that mon will come s it will be the day where we would have handed in all asignments 4 this sem n can relac liao. now is torture.
went back to omb juz now to discuss abt wei ling's present n the gathering on sun. wat a gd timing too, they r having food tasting n i gt to try all the new pastas that r coming out in the new menu, cool right? eat until very full that i only take a bit of dinner when i reach home juz now.
as 2dae gt 3 hrs break, went to jurong pt with qilin n meiqi to eat. try the beef set lunch there, n it is nice n worthwhile. after that, went shopping 4 a while b4 we went back sch 4 maths lesson. tmr more shiok, go sch 4 only 2 hrs s last lesson on plat design is optional, n that means i can juz hand in my assignment n leave liao. so, decided to meet wei ling b4 gg omb agan tmr. sort of lk rememberence b4 wei ling start sch n we both aren't free to go there once more. take pics oso, haha. gt to think lots of poses.
ok lah, start to do plant design le. have to call qilin to ask her how to do, if nt i will be stuck the whole day. tmr gt more time to update, 2dae is consider a fast entry. juz key wateva pops into my head. Bye!


2dae is total crap, actually no lessons 2dae s no more prac alr n thought that can pon gems n environ eng in the morning, but then gt this stupid mathcad test. so no choice but have to travel all the way from tamp to dover juz to take the test n thus go gems oso if nt it will be a waste of time if i go sch 4 only 1 hr. nxt wk more jialat, completely no sch s the lecturer will have finish the whole module n no upcoming test, but now is gems test. stupid shyt lah, the test is only 45 mins with all mcqs n short ans qns. i have to come sch nxt wed juz 4 the test snce it is 40%, such a waste of my time, cun go work oso s the timing is nt suitable.
found a grp 4 my maths pbl, though is sort of last min squeeze in, so volunteer to do the theory qns in order to be fair. gt to finish 2 of my work by 2dae so that can complete all the others by fri without rushing thru. lucky this morning i woke up early n finish half of my qns 4 maths pbl, now gt to finish another half b4 researching 4 bio ppt nxt wk. we gt to hand in bio report by this wk though, which will take a longer time to complete n finalised. then stil gt 1 more plant design to do, which can say is oso halfway done n left with only 2 qns.hearing this, u may think that dun i feel tired. but is lk after this fri, there is nth much left 4 me to do, except 4 fluid mec assignment n CREACT post expt qns, so can slightly relac. the thing i m worried abt nxt wk r lessons, hope that dun have liao, if nt break hrs r very long b4 nxt lesson.
Btw, forgot to wish somebody sia..
HAPPY BUFDAE,JIEQI!
yup, she is my sec sch fren n 2dae is her b'dae, we r both born in the mth of july, i at the beginning, she at the end of the mth. though i m nt sure whether she will read my blog, i still wanna wish her.
ok, gt to chiong liao. go my friendster n c the pics that i took with my china guests ba. That's all, folks! c ya tmr on py's channel! lolxxx


have to finish all the assignments by this wk so now really have to manage time well in order to finish it on time n dun feel stress. 2 plant design to do, maths pbl n bio ppt. all by this fri b4 5, so have to chiong thru these few days so that can balance out the work done. but 1 thing gd abt this is after this wk, i can really rest alr, s there is only 1 assignment to be completed by nxt wk, excluding post exp qns. gt to really spend 1 day out n really enjoy urself b4 exams where i will be mugging lk hell n living in a zombie world, in order nt to kena forward.
work mid shift juz now, after sch. there ws no lunch crowd, so i was kinda bored there. spend my time kpo-ing at wat ppl doing or gg to kitchen to tok to the chefs there. the chefs at stc so cute sia, toking to them is lk so funny loh.
ok, gt to complete at least 1 thing 2dae, similar s ytd where i completed 1 plant design assignment, so that no need to rush thru n do everything at the last min. anyway, nth much to tok abt oso since nth interesting happen in sch 2dae. oh ya, forgot, i m really appreciative of huang wei 4 telling the truth of me, thanks very much. other than that, nth cause i went sch 4 only 2 hrs 2dae, cool right? haha...
Ciao!


so excited cause tmr is a short sch day 4 me. go sch only 4 2 hrs s chem rxn lecture all cancelled s dr ng is resigning. so, tmr 2 hrs or maybe less in class b4 gg to work, if nt nth to do oso.
then our house is expecting some china students tmr, who is on an exchange programme here in singapore. they r from wuhan, i had been there b4 but we din get a chance to stay at their house or buddy them when they came over to singapore. that yr, there were abt less than 20 ppl gg s nt many ppl interested s we were the first batch. 1 was sec 3 at that time, we went there to learn their culture n immerse in their sch life, but nt house visit. the nxt yr they came over, i was having o lvls so din get a chance to buddy them. s yrs go by, more ppl sign up to go wuhan n their students came here to learn n gt a chance 4 house visit. this yr, is my bro's turn. he sign up to go n gt a chance to bring 2 boi students home to stay 4 1 night n buddy 1 of them. he gg to wuhan in september. nt fair, i oso want to buddy n bring them to my house to stay.
nvm, wat's over is over, that was many yrs ago, no use complaining abt it now. actually, wat i most excited tmr is the chicken curry my mom is specially cooking 4 the guests tmr. is lk a long time since i had a chance to eat the chicken curry my mom cook, which is absolutely delicious, s she is busy with work. my mom reach home everyday at abt 7pm, nt much time left to cook curry. anyway, cun wait 4 tmr n juz hope that the guests will enjoy their 1 night stay here.
gt lots of things to do by this wk b4 we can really take a break b4 the exams. bio n fluid mec assignment by this wk, then we can take our time to complete the rest le. main thing is 2 finish the 2 plant design assignment by this fri n bio 2. fluid mec is by nxt mon,so gambatte
enuf toking le. Toodles....


wat a disappointing day it was 2dae. at first expecting an enjoyable dinner with sarah, johan, wei ling ne me, but at the last min, sarah sms me saying she nt feeling well n that johan had sth urgent to attend to. so is either we cancel the whole thing or i eat with wei ling, i choose the second option s we both gt nth to do. so, no choice, me n wei ling were the only ones eating at hans river juz now. quite sad lah, because it was supposed to be fun with all of them there n i had alr thought of lots of poses as photos but .....
2dae stc is severly downstaffed, there r only 4 ppl working whole day n lots of customers, nt enuf hands to spare. 1 barista, n 3 service staff outside, counting the food n drinks runner. everything have to be done snappy to match up to customers demand. lucky the customers 2dae, non is unreasonable n purposely give trouble those type, if nt i have to spend more time entertaining them, neglecting other customers in the end. i work lk siao juz now, but lucky nt enuf time to take a 30 mins break.
enuf blogging of 2dae, really hope that 1 day where everyone from omb is free to go out tgt n really enjoy ourselves, but i think this wk is nt possible. i heard from wei ling juz now that 3 serious things happen tgt on the same day, which affect their moods tremendously so getting them to come out may be mission impossible. anyway, still have to pray n hope for a miracle.
ok, 2dae quite a late entry s i was out the whole day so gg to slp now, if nt this lazy pig tmr wun have energy to concentrate in class tmr. Ciao!


i knew this would happen n yet i still fell 4 it. it all started when huihua receive a call from a lady saying that she was choosen to accept a free facial by their outlet(i shall nt reveal the name), n ask her to bring a fren along, n that was me. when we reached there, the staff said that it was a form of miscommunication n that the free thing they were toking abt was a talk,so we were pissed off. i n her cfm with the lady 2 times each to make sure we were nt hearing things n yet this still happen. i will nt believe this type of things again. once bitten, twice shy. lucky the venue is in tamp, if nt we would have make a wasted trip there.
worked morning juz now, the crowd only came in at abt 12 which was surprising. normally, the past 2 wks, there was nt that much ppl, s the roads r closed due to ndp rehearsal, but 2dae is sudden burst of crowd, but still can cope.
went shopping in tamp juz now since we were alr there, bought a crutch n some nice-looking bracelets, mainly 4 fun. sian, nth much to tok abt liao except that i feel hungry now, so gg to buy food.
shall end here, update a longer post tmr. Bye! =)



yay! finally this day has come again, the end of sch wk n the torture of waking up everyday, friday. but, at least still must do proj n qns 4 report. as the nxt 2 days i will be out the whole day, so must complete most of my h.w by 2night.
really ps 4 letting huihua wait 4 me so long juz now to go home tgt. is lk she waited 1 hr 4 my reply s no reception n 2 hrs b4 my lesson end, so really sry.
nth much to tok abt 2dae except that i m very slpy. so, i think i better go do my qns first in order to lessen workload in the end. i noe is a very short entry but i promise i will blog a very long entry some other day, maybe sun, s i will be having a gathering that day, k?
Cya!



cun believe that time pass so fast. i thought that i can rest 4 a few days b4 starting to do proj again, but 2dae i realised that we have to hand in the ans 4 the proj by nxt mon b4 presenting. so the cycle start again, is lk i juz rest 4 1 day when i have to start researching liao. but anyway, start early, end early, then can have more time to prepare 4 exam n oso to rest. i must really study very hard 4 upcoming exams in order nt to kena forward, s my mst results sux lk hell. the only way to pull all my grades up is thru projs, expt n finally exams, so torture first, enjoy later. slowly made plans of my holidays, gt so many things i want to do within that time. s nxt sem gt attachment during the holidays, so must really enjoy now s we would be working the nxt sem.
juz reach home. after sch, went to omb to visit them again n to discuss the plans abt wei ling's farewell dinner. decided to have it at hans river on sun. took some pics with my ex-colleagues juz now s i have also left them, 4 rememberence. some of the pics r hilarious, will upload again in my friendster once wei ling send to me. oh ya, btw, the cam-whoring photos i took in the train ytd has alr been uploaded in friendster, feel free to visit it n leave a comment.:P
better start on some parts of my proj to lessen the workload that we have to face nxt wk. no need to feel stress by the accumulating workload due to last min thing. i learnt my lesson from last wk s i had been keeping late nights due to completing projs, so now i now nt to leave things to the last min.
cun wait 4 this sun, where i m sure it is gg to be an exciting day n more photo-taking too. Ciao!


2dae's gems skit ppt was hilarious. we gt to c how diff grps potray the 4 temperament differently. ours was a scene in a coffee shop where i m a sanguine, which is my real character in real life. i m a very talkative person if u noe me well. anyway, i hope i din screw up my lines n my characteristic in the play. a bit nervous facing the whole class so may tend to forget some parts. i did have a fun time watching other grps perform n laughing till i gt stitches in my sides.
after gems, went 4 my dental appt where the wires to my braces r tightened. cun decide wat colour to choose at first s i dun want pink this time cause i m used to it, so in the end decided on red, in support of national day. yippee! so patriotic,lol..... break my record of my usual colours of pink, orange or lime green s colour, n go 4 sth new. juz hope that the gap in my teeth can faster close so that it will nt be ugly when i smile anymore.
waited at outram ne line 4 huihua to come after her makeup test to go home tgt. she brings her newly-bought digital camera to sch everyday n took it out 4 me to c. camwhored using her phone, s nth better to do n 4 fun, test the effects. outcome? nt bad, juz that i look funny in some of it. will upload on friendster once it is ready n u r all welcome to go visit it once it is done. lazy to upload on blog lah.
back to doing exp qns le. we r supposed to do all the qns n go sch at 9am tmr to combine the ans, which means i have to slp early 2night to avoid losing concentration in class tmr. because i everytime cun get up in the morning due to last night late slp, so i pon morning lesson n report to sch only in the afternoon, esp when there r a few hrs break in between.
seriously lor, i have been pon-ing lessons this wk, on mon n wed s there r a few hrs break in between morning lesson n nxt lesson that i think is a waste of time, summore both days require me to wake up at 6am in the morning in order 4 me to reach sch at 8am. n, gd news, i broke record again. first time ever in my studying yrs, i pon lessons. last time i wun pon one, but now, maybe nt used to slping late n waking up early that i juz decide to juz pon morning lessons. dun noe y, but this yr, i broke many of my own records, i think if this continues, i can come out with a guiness book of record 4 me liao. haha....
back to blogging, the exp qns is to be do in grps n s since we were all busy with the ppt of environ eng the past few days n our own things, it is sort of lk a last min discussion. the only thing we can do tmr is to combine the info that we have found 2dae. lucky in grps, if nt individual, i think i will b stuck n it will be a slpless night 4 me again.
ok. go take dinner alr. Toodles!


finally finish environ eng ppt 2dae. quite all right lah, juz that i seem to be nervous while presenting. though i had alr wrote a script, but still din elaborate on my pts. our whole grp spend a pathetic total of 8 mins over the given time of 15 mins on our whole presentation. first time ever that so short, broke my record again. forget my shortest time is how long.
worse, is peer assessment, so i think my rating nt so gd. aiyah, anyway, wat's over is over, gt 1 less thing to wry abt. can concentrate on other things liao. tmr is my dental appt, have to ask the dentist to use force alr s gt 1 of the gap in my teeth haven close yet, but the others have. n is lk over 2 yrs alr, c other ppl so fast but i still nowhere there. hope can faster take out so that i can look prettier, look 4 1 day where i can go 4 extreme makeover. ermm, ok, y m i suddenly toking abt this? rdming again.
anyway, gt to do pre exp qns 4 chem rxn le. Cya!


omg, cun believe it. i thought end up will be i m the only one doing the slides, but 2dae i juz found out that my fren oso did, which means that i do not need to stay up late 2night. n my job has been make easy by combining both of our info into 1 ppt. wah, so happie n relieved lah. finish gems le oso. the only thing left to do tmr is to compile chem react report n do pre-exp 4 nxt 2 exp. i at first thought that i will be suffering 2night so s to finish on time 4 the ppt tmr. esp since there is no break 4 us to complete the whole ppt tmr.
tmr still need to stay back in sch 2 discuss gems, although 2night i do nt need to stay up late, but tmr i definitely g to stay up late. i need to compile n edit the report b4 printing it out. gg to reach home very alte tmr n u may nt noe wat time ur fren sending u, haiz...
anyway, end here. nth much to tok abt alr. Ciao!


wow, quite a late blog 2dae plus a "missing blog" abt ytd. ya, i was out the whole day again ytd, s usual. was working till evening, decided to eat dinner with my ex-captain's gf, who is working at the same outlet s me now. we end at almost the same time so she decided to wait 4 me b4 taking train tgt. she actually wanted to go to bedok to cut her hair 4 an event 2dae. heard that it was very cheap, $4.80 regardless of length, but when we reached, it was abt to close. so we had no choice but to think of where to go nxt. felt hungry so decided to find somewhere to eat, cun find any empty table in bedok so decided to go tamp where we suudenly thought of fish n co. first time i managed to finish a seafood platter 4 2, though it was a very big portion. lucky we both very hungry, if nt i doubt we can finish that oso.
i noe my malay fren thru my ex-captain s she was normally there to wait 4 him while he end his shift, way b4 i was transferred to suntec. after ytd, our relationship is becoming very close, we only made small talks every time i c her, plus summore she work diff shift s me most of the times, so it was indeed a miracle to end at same time tgt n gt a chance to go out tgt, like ytd. after ytd, i suddenly realised that it was alr a long time since i had a fren this close who told me all her secrets n i find that i can tok to her easily since last yr. maybe is because we noe the same person,that's y.
1 thing i dun understand is y some guys can be extreme bastards. they can have 2 gf at 1 time n when each girl noe abt the other's existence, he din bother to break up with one of the girls. worse still, he at first single, he want to woo a girl, but at same time wooing back his ex-gf, bastard siah. i noe muslim can have 4 wives, but this is jialat, this is betrayal.
aiyah, anyway, u may nt noe wat i toking abt, so juz read 4 fun, no need to go into further understanding. ok, gt to chiong thru environ eng ppt liao, still gt lots more to do. i think i will be slping late 2night again. anyway, after this ppt on tues, i can slightly slack alr, so gambatte!


finally, another wk has passed. since dun noe when, i have been expectantly counting down the days every wk, hoping that weekends can come quickly n i do nt need to wake up early everyday n get bored in lectures. come to think of it, time passes very slow in sch but passes very fast during the holidays. is lk u always do nt have enuf time to slack n enjoy urself during the holidays. but when in sch, u will keep looking at the watch, wishing that the day will be over soon n u can go back to ur comfort zone.
i m nt emo this time after wat happened 2dae, since it is so completely nt my fault n i m getting immune to it. no use getting sad over petty things lk this, juz a waste of time and energy. seriously, i really dun understand wat is the fucking prob with the guys in the class? y m i always getting the blame even though i had done my part n hand in on time? tell u all wat happened.... bio prac, i m supposed to draw a graph using the values that i have copied down from the machine used, handed in last wed. then 2dae, my grp mate, this boi ask me whether i have the values. i say yes s i thought he want to c to double-confirm. then suddenly he say:" walau, u copy alr then din do the qns, expecting others to do 4 u, stupid sia!" i was shocked. the values i have copied is 4 my graph, nt his. he is supposed to use another set of results to plot his graph. the fucking part is he dun noe n then juz anyhow put the blame on me 4 nt giving him the results, wat siah.
lucky my grp mates support me n tell him it is his fault, the values r 4 me nt him, if nt i really dun noe how. anyway, i cun be bothered abt him since he is always nt paying attention in class n i did my work, so who cares?
ok, enuf toking liao. finish plant design. now gt to compile the info that i receive from my grp mates on environ eng case study into a ppt. have to finish as much as possible by 2dae s i will be working during the weekends again n we need to rehearse on mon. still gt a lot of things to do ar, i m juz doing it part by part only. nxt wk after ppt, have to do post exp n pre exp qns. must really manage my time well the nxt few wks s there r 2 more assisgnments coming up. Cya!


i have fall in love with the song 127 days, i cun believe it. is nt suitable 4 such a nt emo person lk me. no doubt that the song is damn nice, though the mv is damn sad. i cry everytime i watch that. when i first hear the song, i nt that lk it, but now, after hearing the same song coming out of huihua's blog everyday, i m beginning to fall in love with it. thanks, huihua 4 recommending such a nice song to me. is really true, i only believe in my own taste of music or that songs form my fav idols r the best music i have ever listen to. very few i lk songs recommended by my fren, so huihua, u shd feel honoured,k? haha...
gt a bad feeling that i m gg to miss my bedtime 2dae n sleep at abt 12 plus 2night. plant design gt to be hand in tmr so need to be finalised, summore gt to get started on the slides 4 environ eng ppt s tues is the presentation. mon have to complete everything n tmr we discussing. plus weekends i working so have to rush thru. worse tmr gt 2 things to discuss within the 3 hr break, gems skit plus the ppt. i really dun noe how to cope. can only pray that we can finish plant design 2dae if nt we have an extra thing to do tmr. arrgh... i hate this.
went home with huihua 2dae, decided to try the corn in a cup at the newly-opened store at dover mrt. i bought a chocolate smoothie oso. nt bad lah, but i prefer ice-blended. s 4 the corn, quite cheap, $1.50 per cup only, juz that they put too much butter, making it salty. but, really very ps 4 huihua to wait 4 me 4 abt 40 mins lk that n making her walk all the way from business block to eng block. i realised something, since huihua enter sp, our friendship getting stronger, we nt so close last time, but now, improving.
yup, enuf toking. gt to chiong plant design le. gambette! Toodles!


4 the first time ever, i come out from gems class at exactly 3 2dae. is lk everytime i hope the class end early or sometimes the lecturer himself end early, however 2dae i had so much fun discussing with my grp mates abt the skit 4 nxt wk that i din realise that time pass so fast n it was alr 3. first time ever, this is the advantage of having frenz in class n doing grp work. hehe...anyway, we managed to complete our script n have a rough idea of wat the story line is lk n wat we supposed to do. we have to present nxt wk so now is the best time to complete everything b4 we meet up to rehearse on fri.
after gems, met huihua at dover mrt station. she decided nt to go support her bball team at the match at rp due to so much projs to do. she decided to accompany me to tcc at omb to visit my ex-colleagues. as tcc is changing menus soon, i gt to try some new drinks first hand. cool right? s my present colleague who works at suntec tgt with me was there to wait 4 her bf, who was my ex-colleague at omb, we decided to look thru the new menus tgt. in the end, i spent much time toking to her than to huihua. ps leh, huihua, 4 neglecting u n keep on toking to her.
ws there 4 abt 4 3 hrs b4 deciding 2 go home since it was alr late. once i sit in front of my "best fren", first thing i do is to blog. counting down on the proj that i left to do. finish bio prac, nxt up would be plant design, folo by environmental eng. must chiong s is within this wk by finish n i haven start on any yet. the other 2 can slightly relac s they r due on aug.
omg, exams coming. i dun wish to think abt that but cun seem to escape the fact s the days r drawing nearer. dun wish to forward but gt no mood to study. haizzzz... wat shd i do? sian...
shall stop here. Bye!


2dae gonna be a short post cause nth interesting happen. go sch, attend lesson, almost slept in lecture n freeze to death in the dun noe wat temp lecture theatre then come home. juz an ordinary day 4 an ordinary person lk me. haha... i can be very interesting if u get to noe me well. s ppl say, work hard n play hard. 4 me is the opp, play hard, study a bit, so mst results sux lk hell.
now stuck with bio prac, draw graph using excel. is lk i forgot everything n none of my grp mates online to ask them 4 help. worse i dun noe to plot wat against wat. have to wait 4 them to come on9 then ask them. hope is a quick one s i want to watch beach ball babes later. i din draw graph at all since last yr s i always choose the internet qns, now is 2 graphs that need to be drawn so i have to do 1 of them. now maybe i have to draw up table first n c how. practice first, lolxxx...
ok, that's all 4 2dae. i noe is boring n i gt inform u b4hand, u can choose whether to continue reading or nt, but u din heed my advice so dun regret. anyway, this is the end to stop boring u. Cya!


aargh! ytd was terrible. was given negative feedback by a customer 4 no reason at all. damn shuay!
story goes lk this.... i started work at 12 ytd, at first nobody, at abt 1, first customer come in n folo that, the crowd stream in continuously, i dun noe wat happened oso. is lk 1 sec, only 1 person, next sec is lk full hse. summore, me n my manager r the only service staff on the floor, leaving 1 barista inside to cope with the nvr ending drinks. i m alr so busy trying to keep up with the requests of the customers, with me taking charge of big grps lk 7 n 9 pax, n sometimes being a food runner oso. juz then, this regular that i saw enter, it was lucky that she gt a seat immed, since it is juz only the 2 of them. after that i dun noe wat happened, but she call me to her n ask y her water nt there yet, so i immed went to serve her, which after that she juz told me bluntly, btw, ur service 2dae is very bad. i mean seriously, i was shocked, i dun noe wat made her say that n i was innocent. after that, i heard her shouting at 1 of my colleagues when asking the bill. i leant the whole story later.
it seems apparently that this customer was seated n had alr decided on her drinks. she was waiting 4 somebody to take order but me n my manager were too busy with other things that we din notice her. plus, 2 of my other colleagues were late, lucky we gt 1 more to help us out once she entered.ok, anyway, she was a bit frustrated so she juz say loudly:" can somebody pls come n take my order?" the only person who heard her that time was our barista who was alr busy enuf. furthermore, the kitchen was alr sending out the food n there was no one to collect it, so the barista have to run out n serve the food although she still gt drinks to do. she later told me that she took the customer's order but forgot to give her the setting due to the above reasons, plus she c that me n the manager was busy so did nt blame us. the only thing i wonder was where did the other colleague go?
finally, i understand y the customer said that. this was the second time i was said, first was at omb, oso during peak period where i had to take care of 10 tables by myself n the barista was new. 4 me as a customer, i will oso feel angry 4 the slow service. but c'mon man, any person who is nt blind can c that we r downstaffed n busy, if other ppl understand, y cun they? they r princess es or princes meh? must be served immed? that time, i feel lk saying them back, cun u c we busy? we dun mind if u can juz help out 4 a few hrs? c how it feels lk? ya, seriously.
second time this damn irritating customer shouted was to my colleague who some sort of help us take revenge by saying her. as u noe, tcc gt a membership card which u can accumulate pts n later offsetting the bill if u have enuf pts n oso a 15% discount 4 purchases above $20. my colleague ask her whether she gt card or nt, she say have but sarcastically say that even if use, cun get discount right? my colleague say that even of dun have, still can accumulate pts. the customer then said very loudly:" how come i dun noe? i was at tcc 4 a hundred times but nobody told me that." then, my this workmate say:" did u come to this tcc?" the customer then keep quiet. everyone can c that she attention-seeker lah! aiyah, nvm, dun tok abt her alr. that was ytd's matter.
2dae nth much to say except that i almost slept in lecture again. the environment was comfortable n i was slpy, so ya lor! the freaking 69 bus that i take to sch everyday was esp long 2dae. waited 4 20 mins in the morning, resulting in me being late 4 sch. come back, gt long queue n i was packed lk sardine in the crowded bus, which means that the frequency of the bus is nt that regular. irritating siah. esp in morning, is lk ppl all rushing to work n sch, n the bus still take so long to come, sometimes cannot even go up, n u dun noe when the nxt bus will come.
hao liao. no more toking. alr quite a long post, ppl who dun noe me may think that i training to be a writer but i nt interersted. too bad. gt to start doing my bio prac. lecturer juz scheduled us some more proj to do .so fan.... is lk when i thought nt that much to do, suddenly all the projs all juz come at same time, must finish within the same wk too. have to start on some liao, the earlier i finish, the least i have to wry.
ok, Ciao!


work an extra 2 hrs ytd due to nt enuf staff n store manager was sick. supposed to work from 1-6 but in the end i left the store at 8 plus, so reach home quite late, resulting in me nt blogging abt ytd.
ytd was nt wat i expected, nt s busy as the past few wks where the crowd was continuous n turnover rate was fast. only 1 thing i can say abt ytd was i serve a 7 pax b4 i left. they order quite a lot, spending abt 200 plus. 4 past few wks, the crowd start coming in at 12 plus nt ytd, i was bored n busy crapping with my fellow colleagues due to nth to do. the reason may be due to the ndp rehearsal near city hall, n the roads s closed so business is nt that gd. only hope that 2dae will be better if nt i scared i will fall asleep, haha...
cun blog abt 2dae oso to tell u abt my day s i will again be out the whole day, even if nt so, my mom will nt allow me to on the laptop if nt 4 nth urgent n i may be too slpy n tired to blog.
update u all abt my sch life on mon. Toodles!


Beware! contains violent material, readers with sensitive character nt advised to read. if nt, enter at ur own risk, but i will nt be hold accountable shd u feel a bit on the wrong side at the end.

pardon me 4 my language 2dae, i have nvr swear b4 but 2dae, is gonna be exception s nth has made me so pissed off b4. so, readers, after this sentence, u r free to stop reading if u dun feel lk it. i dun mind. if nt, let me continue.
i cun understand y the guys in my class are so damn fucking irresponsible n childish. really cun imagine 18 yr-olds behaving lk that. sch of cls is actually holding a sports maina nxt wed n the first grping is alr set. i m suppossed to be in that grp, but 2dae i realised that they have ask someone to replace me without telling me first. fuckers siah. they dun want me in their grp, shd juz tell me straight in my face b4 finding someone to replace me. they shd nt go behind my back n find someone without telling me until the last min when i dun noe anything at all. at least i will feel better than feel lk a fucking moron in the end. wat's worse is that, they r the one who want to change, shd have the fucking responsibility to tell me, n nt to ask someone who is in a diff spot to tell me. it is nt at all fair to him. anything that i want to say is their chidnishness. they dun lk my bossy attitude n spread stupid rumors abt me when they dun noe me that well n in the end, influence almost everybody in my class, thinking i m lk that. stupid assholes! i juz now gt so fed up with their lameness that i told the mastermind off at the spot. but wat made me more fucking pissed off was that he act lk he is innocent n nt at fault. fucking asshole, bastard! made me lose face in front of my whole class n lecturer.
i wonder how their parents teach them, s guys summore, so lack of responsibility n full of fucking selfishness, how to survive in the world out there in future? because of fuckers lk them that made the world ugly. they do nt deserve to exist in this world.
so damn fucking pissed off by the guys fucking attitiude lah. dun behave lk 18 yr olds at all, shd go back to pri sch if they want to play this type of fucking game. i can pay 4 their education 4 free. cun let them continue with this type of fucking attitude.
gt to stand on my 2 feet n prove to them that i can win them. dun let their fucking attitude bother me, let them regret 4 treating me that way. the more they want to me leave, the more i will stay, demoralise them, torture them. treat them the way they treat me, dun give those fuckers any more way to exterminate me. i will be the last woman standing. slowly think of revenge n let them noe wat this type of feeling is. c whether they dare do it again. i assure u i will nt make them happie 4 the rest of their life.
this is all i have to say 4 2dae. sry once again 4 my use of lang 2dae. no choice, u will oso be lk me if u were to be in my class. u cun stand their attitudes oso.
ok, feeling much better now but i think it will be a long time b4 i can really cool down. Cya!


nth much to blog abt 2dae, so juz rdm post. hmmm, let me think, wat shd i say. ok, let me tok abt the fashion sense in singapore.
wah lau,i tell u. the teenagers this days went they go out, the dressed lk they gg to bar or be "hookers" lk that, esp the girls. the clothes they wear is unimginable. i m a poly student so i m used to seeing all this sights, lk fashion parade in sch. but i sth oso cun get used to ppl dressing to the extreme or sth which u cun even thought of. fashion designers shd be proud of them though. long socks to match with skirt or tight under skirts. their blouses a lot of pattern one, cun describe oso, too many things to say le.
4 the guys, their hairstyle n their pants. i dun lk it when bois have their faces half covered with fringe that we can only c 1 eye. their hair is longer than girls in fact, they trying to be the nxt paul twohill, i think. if that's the case, y nt change sex to be a girl,lk that their hair more suited 4 them. dun they find it is very irritating to keep making ur hair. oh ya, gt 1 thing i must emphaisize, i hate guys wearing skinny jeans, esp in purple, red or green colour. it is simply and utterly disgusting.girls wear skinny jeans, but of course nt the mentioned colours lah, i dun mind. but guys, ermmm... i wonder wat is the prob with guys nowadays. the way they dress is becoming more n more girl-like. weird siah! baggy jeans to me is oso a no no 4 guys. i everytime almost laugh when i c them walking lk a duck to prevent their jeans from slipping. most of them the boxers can oso be seen. i sth even feel lk pulling their jeans down since they lk to exposed themselves. but, haha, i nvr n will nvr do that at all. i m nt sick.
another thing i want to say is the old aunties. wah, they more n more havoc. hair dye until s colourful s possible, green, blue n even pink. the clothes they wear so revealing, in front low cut or gt hole in centre. behing can oso c the bra strap. the old aunties that do this is almost abt 50 yrs old n above. n i cun tell u how disgusting i felt when i c them walking on streets. c'mon man, they r nt young anymore, so wat's the use of dressing until lk that? find gigolo meh? oops, sry 4 my blunt words, but i m now toking abt how i feel n let everyone share it with me.
wah, say rdm post. din expect i have alr type so much liao. gotcha stop, anyway, time 4 me to watch the showdown le. Ciao!


haha, so happie! it may seem weird to u but 4 me, ok lah. since my gems started this sem, i have nt made any frenz at all, compared to last time where groupings were alr formed n i gt to noe the 3 girl-frenz very early. but now, is lk nearing the end of sem where gems will soon be over, then i made frenz, if nt i will always be alone, with nobody to tok to. actually is nt i approach them first, is juz that the lecturer decided to let us start on CA2 where a grp of 4-5 have to present a skit on the 4 diff temperament blends. so i sort of made frenz with a gurl who include me in her grp. if nt, i guess i will always be sitting at 1 corner, feeling miserable of myself. cause many ppl who r there gt frenz attending the same gems as them, so ya. i promise myself that nxt sem, have to by hook or by
crook, drag someone to attend same gems s me. but this morning, i met huiying on the way to sch n she was thinking the same thing. she ask me whether nxt sem wanna take same gems n i said ok, y nt?
anyway, back to story, is lk in a few minutes, i was one with no fren to making 4 fren, amazing right? although sort of last min, but as long as gt someone to tok to 4 nxt few wks, calm me down.
met huihua at fc 4 after gems at 3. ate 4 a while b4 she has to go 4 a talk at spcc while i have to go 4 maths retest at t7. omg, the maths restest is unexpected lah. since i thought that the marks will nt be counted 4 gpa at final sem, n i oso thought that the paper sure will be diff, so i din even touch at all. i din even bother to print out the sample ans 4 mst qns n din read. in the end, the qns 4 retest is exactly the same as mst, including the figures. i regret lah, i shd juz memorise the sample ans n use it juz now. lk that i will nt be stuck n feel that the restest is a waste of my time.
nvm, wat's done cun be undone. the marks will nt be counted oso. y bother,right?
after test, meet huihua at spcc b4 heading home tgt. suddenly thought of gg to compasspt to take a look, in the end we were only there lk 4 half an hr b4 i have to rush home. my mom did nt bring her keys n i have to go back n unlock the door 4 her. there is oso nth much to c at compasspt compared to tm n cs. i used to complain that it is very boring at tm but now i really appreciate it, lolxxx...
anyway, gt to go watch beach ball babes liao. Sayonara!


too slpy that once i reach home,i immed went to slp. slept 4 abt 2 hrs b4 i woke up, which was juz only. later i think i gg to slp at my normal bedtime again, still feeling slightly slpy n lessons start at 8 tmr, so ya. normally when i take naps, i would replace the hrs that i slept by staying up late at night. take 4 example, afternoon slp 2 hrs, i will sleep at 12 am that night, 2 hrs after my normal bedtime at 10. yup, u din read wrongly, i do have bedtime n it is 10pm, i will always go to slp at that time. still lk a kid hor, haha...
anyway, gt to do my pre-experiment qns 4 the practical tmr. n as usual, i choose the ones that require nt much thinking, like finding info or those straightforward qns. i will nt chose those that require making use of eqn to explain the concept. i noe when to use formula, but dun noe how to explain a certain application by that formula. that's y i fail my fluid mec wat. the qns is sth lk wat i describe.
ok, enuf crapping, gt to take my dinner n strt to do my research liao. Toodles!


i hate mondays, seriously hate. mondays is when i spend the longest time in sch,from 8 to 6. ever since last yr, mondays are always the suckiest day in the whole of sch term. dunnoe y i cun seem to get out from this "curse". ppl always say teenagers nowadays spend more time in sch than at home. a house is lk a hotel 2 them, can enter n go whenever we lk, juz to bathe n slp.
anyway, back to topic. i think i must be getting more n more lazy liao. is lk i slept 4 7 hrs ytd but 2dae i still feel very slpy n almost slept in the class. i last time nt lk that one. though the least that i slept was abt 6 hrs, i dun feel slpy at all. now, is maybe due to the long hrs slping during the holidays n weekends so nt used to slping abt 8 hrs. lucky 4 me, sch has reopen so it is time to me to start training again if nt i cun concentrate n miss most of the lessons. gambette!
nth much to blog abt 2dae. u dun really want to read abt my boring sch life right? u sure will fall asleep, i assure u. lolxxx...
gt to take dinner liao. Ciao!


work 8 hrs 2dae, cause 1 of my work mates have to take urgent leave, plus almost all the part-timers n 2 captains were given off. so in short, we r running at 4 person the whole of 2dae, lucky 2dae nt too much ppl, n stil can cope, if nt dun noe how.
feeling much better since the headache on thurs, actually ytd recovered alr, but 2dae is mainly due to tiredness. watch lord of the rings ytd, slept only 8 hrs due to morning shift 2dae. tmr oso have to wake up at 6, oso slp 8 hrs cause later gt incredible tales till 10.30.
realise sth, my blog is getting more n more boring, dun u all think so? may be to due lack of interesting topics to tok abt, haha...so ya lor. but no more emo post, s i have promise n will continue to do so. so dun wry that i will affect ur mood.
nth to tok abt liao. will update tmr. Toodles!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! 2dae is the day when i get older n hopefully wiser. 18 yrs old, considered an impt day 4 a girl's life. 18 is the restriction limit 4 us.once we pass this age, we age vey fast, becoming matured adult liao, need to assume more responsibilities. summore once we pass 18, it will soon be 21 yrs old age 4 us, time pass very quickly one.
haven thought of a birthday wish yet, but most prob is gt gd results 4 exam n stay happie always. isn't that wat most ppl will wish 4? aiyah, juz hope that becoming 18 will make me act less childishly, haha....
went to take my pay at omb b4 gg to work at suntec juz now. 2dae nt as busy as last wk, so i was lucky. me n my colleagues were lk slacking n toking there while waiting 4 business. crowd start coming in at 2, 3 hrs b4 i finish work. tmr work opening shift so the crowd wun start so early, which is so damn lucky 4 me.
though i turn 18, i somehow dun feel lk i have aged, dun noe y oso,perhaps i still think i m a kid, still have to depend on parents to take care n provide me with money though i m working. juz cun describe this phenomenon. i m weird right?
anyway, i wanna thank all the ppl who wish me happie birthday 2dae, even from a surprising person, a sec sch fren who i lost contact with 4 2 yrs. to think she still rmb my hp no n sms me, quite touched lah.
my mom is buying kfc home 4 me, dun noe wat cake she buying too. juz treat it s a surprise. ok, gt to watch lord of the rings liao. 2dae is the third plus last episode. Ciao!


went to sch 4 half a day b4 gg home. is nt i pon, is juz that my headache come back again. this morning, since no headache so went sch, but halfway during the 3 hr tutorial lessons, each lasting 1 hr, felt dizziness again. summore, there is still the 3 hrs break b4 plant design lesson n i dun think i can last that long, so i went home. if the lessons were continuous, i dun mind staying but is lk so long b4 nxt lesson so bo bain have to go back.
2dae gt back 2 test paper, s expected, i did fail. i think i can consider becoming a fortune teller when i grow up. lol...kidding only. the money earn is nt that much n u will be sued if wat u predict is diff from wat happened. wat make me surprise was that chem rxn eng was nt wat i expected, although i did fail, but i cun believe that i din fail that badly, esp after u noe u leave 2 big qns blank, nt s worse s fluid mec though. chem rxn eng, 24.5/70, fluid mec 11/50, jialat right? actually suppose to get back another paper 2, but it is the lesson at 3 n i cun wait, so i told the lecturer that i will be seeing it on mon instead.
dun noe y this time i can sick 4 so long, last time headache oso nt that jialat. slp 4 1 day n i m ok liao, can still resume my normal activities. now this time, 2 days alr, n still nt feeling any better, though nt as cham s ytd where i cun even walk straight. thinking whether i shd consult doctor or nt. no use self-medicating s u dun noe whether it will work or nt. summore, the condition is nt imroving. my mom say this could be either due to heat stroke or slping long hrs. i agree cause the weather this few days is weird n s a lazy pig, i nt used to slping less than 8 hrs per day, so ya. another reason could be irregular meals n slping hrs.
hope can get well by tmr. tmr is an impt day 4 me n i dun want to spend that day sick n in misery. plus, is considered an impt day in a girl's life. u want to noe wat day is it tmr? i will be expecting prezzies from all of u though,when i tell u, haha... jk only lah. TMR IS THE DAY WHERE I WILL BE TURNING SWEET 18! rmb hor, in juz few hrs only.
furthermore, tmr i need go work n i dun want to affect my performance. sad right? bufday still need go work. boohoo...but nvm, cause after work, my mom gonna treat me to a scrumptious meal n i cun wait. yummy! only afraid that i m gg get fatter that's all. must start planning on a strict diet liao, if nt many clothes i cun wear.
ok lah, enuf crapping. actually i m using blogging to try to forget the dizziness that i m having right now. i guess the only thing that can reduce the pain in my head is to slp early n dun think so much. if tmr is nt any better, i may have to juz take leave from work n go c doctor.
gtg liao. Cya!


din go sch 2dae. once i reached home ytd, felt a little headache n have no appetite to eat. my mom said this could due to be nt enuf slp s i was chionging proj the past few days. ytd, i was chionging to 1am n still cun finish. when i wake up 2dae, the headache was worse n i was having the flu too. no energy to walk, dun even mention go sch. even if i did go, i doubt i even have the energy to pay attention. lucky, 2dae no prac so i no need to make-up. make-up very troublesome s u have to find a time thatt suits both me n the lecturer n u have to do the prac alone.
so 2dae din go sch, din go c doctor though s i felt it was nth serious, i used to have this headache b4. s long s i have enuf slp, everything will be ok. juz spend the time at home finishing my qns 4 the case study. although i was feeling a bit dizzy and drowsy having taken the panadol tablet, i persevered. it is better to get things done asap, lk that u wun wry so much abt wat u have nt done.
i guess that huihua was right. emo-ness is detrimental to one's health. 2dae was the first time ever that i was sick n din go sch, in my whole of poly life. this sem ,however sth happen that make me really feel the emo-ness coming to me plus the late night, so i fall sick. thanks huihua, i really shd believe u cause u r the more experience one here n a living example too.
tmr giving out last 3 test papers, n i dun think i want to go sch even if i ok liao, s i m sure i will fail all 3. but, sooner or later, u have to c ur results, is juz a matter of time only. hope that tmr i will have recovered and able to reture to sch le.
go slp le, cun take it any longer. Sayonara!


juz s i was abt to throw my emo-ness behind n get on with my life, another unexpected thing occur that push me into the depths of the emo world. sth u n i could nt imagine.
i long sense that there is a prob existing me n my class but i chose to nt be bother by it or pretend to ignore it, until ytd did i tell myself that it is really time to face this prob. according to a very trusted fren, i heard that the majority of the class dun lk me due to my character or the way i tok. they have the impression that i m a very bossy person. that is so nt true, i mean sometimes i realise that the tone of my voice is a little harsh in order to get things done, but i always realise my mistake n apologize afterwards. furthermore, when u tok, u do not noe how u r toking or how the tone of ur voice. wat i do nt understand is the class dun noe me that well so how can they because of 1 incident n assume that i m that type of person? summore, it is a rumor, n there will sure b lots of distorted facts or added lies in it which makes things worse.
wat u cun expect is it was the guys who started the rumors n u noe wat? they purposely go n observe who dun lk who or who behave lk this n that. so lame right? i thought this only happen in sec sch n among the girls, but now among a grp of 18-19 yr olds n among guys summore. so childish! they gt nth better to do izzit?
at least 2dae the bbq 4 the dche gathering help me temporarily put my mind away from all those probs. i made quite a lot of new frenz there n it was really fun. food was quite a lot n although i din manage to eat as much chix wings lk usual, i was quite full. summore, i nt so feeling well n my appetide was nt gd.
tmr is back to me emo-ing again s as long s there exist a prob between me n a big grp of ppl, i will nt be peaceful until i noe the exact reason.
anyway, dun want to tok abt them alr. i m feeling slightly sick liao. dun think i will be gg sch tmr, slight headache.
now gt to finish my e-learning b4 2dae so gotcha chiong liao. Bye!


as much as i hate to admit it, i have no choice but start to feel a tweeny weeny tinge of emo-ness emerging in me. maybe is partly because of the mst results, another reason is i m starting to get stress up by the assignments that i haven even started n which r to be handed in this wk.
mst results was somewat unexpected. the paper which i expected will fail due to many qns dun noe how to do n juz give ans anyhow, in the end, i get pass, whereas 4 the paper that i felt was the easiest among the rest n confident that i can pass as all the qns i noe how to do, in the end, i fail. weird right. bio, i fail while environmental i pass. quite a feat 4 me! at least gt 1 paper pass. i thought that i will fail all papers after i receive the most confident paper of all, bio since the rest r worse. budden, when i receive environ eng paper, i was shocked s i really din expect that i can pass s i skip lots of qns. the lecturer can say mark quite lenient s he still gave me marks although the whole qns is wrong. i guess that this will be the first n last paper that i manage to pass 4 this sem mst. i dun want to think abt the rest.
my results nt main prob of emo-ness s i tend to forget it very easily or dun let it affect me that much. tiredness is 1 of main prob. since sch pron, nt used to waking up early to go sch, esp after the holidays where u have been slping until very late. another factor is of wat 1 of my fren say 2dae. the story goes... she ws having prob with her bf n she told us abt it, i comfort her by saying dun wry or think so much. then u noe wat she said? she very sarcastically told me that i dun have a bf so i dun noe how she feels. this is lk the second yr n everytime she gt prob with her bf, i always used this to comfort her but she din say anything to me that time. she juz smiled n say thank you. this time diff, i was shocked, dun noe y suddenly become lk this. maybe the new girl from class hai ta de. although i have promised myself that i will no more be toking bad abt her, budden i start to dun lk the way she act n behave. she lk controlling us loh. she 2dae scold me shuddup when i was trying to tok to my fren who facing probs. aiyah, say liao, u all oso dun understand, u nt in my class, oso very diff to tok in the blog. say to u personally more easy.
anyway, back 2 story. is lk i feel hurt lah. how would u feel if u comfort someone then that person lk dun appreciate it, summore in a sarcastic manner? indeed i have no bf, so i may nt noe exactly how she feels. but i place myself in her shoes n think abt wat would my rxn be if i was her. i m nt lk last time where i do not think b4 i tok, but now, i juz comfort her n yet was faced with this type of criticism. she is in a bad mood, i noe but she no need to vent her anger on those around her. she said b4 if her mother was angry n vent her anger on her n her sisters, she hate it. then how abt me, isn't wat she doing now same s wat her mom did? i cun say i hte her, juz that i feel really hurt right now. haiz... no pt toking abt her liao, my friendship with her is drifting further, that's all i can say. can only hope that she wun regret it when the new girl true self start to show. this is the only piece of advice i can give her.
ok, gt to compile my bioanal report now. hope tat my emo-ness can quickly go away, dun want it to affect me.

ChEe pEi YuN
5th july 1990
Girl with a cancer horoscope
Sweet 18
Singapore Polytechnician
CLS clubber
Chem Eng student
Single


MuAcKs
S.H.E
Aaron Yan
Wu Zun
Jiro Wang
Calvin Chen
Pink
Chocolates
Dolphinz
Unicornz(believe in them)
Hearts
Music
Myself
Family
Frenz


YuCkS
Pests
Hypocrites
Backstabbers
Irritating person
Complain queen/king
….n many more, 2 lazy to name