Monday, March 30, 2009 ♥
so long din blog alr that it kinda feel lk the feeling of familarity is gone. been busy gg 4 itp that i m lazy to even on the comp when i reach home, plus with shift work this 2 days that i m drain of all energy. in fact, my last shift is 2night, gg to stay up again from 8pm to 8am tmr morning.
i din expect shift work to be so slack, slacker than normal days. i think the time spent slacking is more than the time spent working on the plant. that was how it has been the past 2 days. i nt sure abt 2dae s we will be doing shutdown of the whole plant, maybe gt lots to do leh.
lazy to blog summore. i want go play le, then slp b4 gg shift at night. so ,toodles!
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:26 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥
finally, the mid term exam paper is over, so can rest. though juz now gt go thru ans n i gt many wrong, of course la, wat to expect when i din study at all at the first place? i m too tired or shd i say bo chup to care abt the ans. if can pass, gd enuf le. haha...
wat n exciting morning man, juz now. was slping on the train when i was told to get off at queenstown, nt sure abt the reason until later. saw meiqi, peggy n the rest on the platform then seeing that the nxt train oso get to terminate service at queenstown, decided to take a taxi down to je interchange instead. no matter how long we wait, still gt no taxi. the guys r lucky s they gt a fren who came down from redhill to pick them up. so in the end. left with us 3 girls. walk n walk but no taxis avaliable. is damn frustrating la. we r alr running late n no single taxi. all hired or on call. how come when we dun need a taxi, gt so many avaliable, but when we need taxi, none appear? luckily while we were feeling depressed, we saw 1 of our group mates in a taxi passing by n gt in, if nt by 8am, we will still be stuck at queenstown.
when we reach cptc, they were discussing the reason that cause almost half of the class to be affected. they were saying that a lady jump into the tracks at clementi,so all the trains behind all affected, n we r 1 of the shuay ones. only until at 8pm, when i walk home n saw the newspaper headlines, ia an ah ma suddenly fainted n her head was sliced off by an on coming train. scary siah...
this is nt all, when i actually thot there is gg to be enuf surprises 4 that day. something unexpected happen, it suddenly rain , n i thought we r nt gg out into the rain, but i was wrong, my trainer was insistent of us finishing our prac 2dae so we wore rainclothes out, resulting is us all getting wet in the pants n flooding in the shoes. juz imagine, SP3 was the only grp out there in the heavy rain at that time while the others were in their classroom, out of the rain n maybe given more chance n time to study.
wow, too many things happen in juz 1 morning that i cun think of wat to say or find any words to describe it. tmr n thurs off, rest enuf b4 shift work on fri. tmr gg work though n thurs meeting huiying 4 k-box. haha...
ok, quite a long entry le. go play games le. Cya!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:47 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009 ♥
fuck, the lecturer haven reply to my email on the appeal yet. think she is nt free or maybe ignoring me. haha... dun noe la, results slip receiving on the 24, i think i better hide it or come home late that day, esp when my this sem maths gt to forward. my mom surely wun forgive me this time, s i promise her to get 3 4 gpa. but now, nt only score badly, but gt to forward, worse, first time oso. currently studying mid term exam which is on this tues. gt many to study but dun noe how n where to start, s nt only test on lecture, but oso more on prac, application qns. nt sure wat to study to score gd grades, have to reference to many sources to understand. juz finish writing my log book entry, hope can score gd grades this time. tmr climbing distillation column, nervous n excited at same time. haha... ignore me, i m being lame here. main focus on 2dae's topic is abt me studying mid term n tortured by it, s usual. haha. shall end here. i noe is abrupt n no link, but bo bian. too bored alr. Buai!
listened to the sweet sound @ 12:19 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009 ♥
finally, end of another wk, 3 more wks to go. shift work starts nxt wk, time pass damn fast la. i still worried abt my forward module, send email, but haven get reply yet. then oso cun appeal s no time go sch take form, prac has been drag 1 hr late this few days. by the time reach dover, the office oso close alr. i damn scared la, results slip will be send to our hse on 24, which is this coming tues, n if my mom see i have to retake, she surely kill me. die alr, nvr had i felt so demoralised b4.
my grp is funny n exciting. SP3 rox! noe most of them alr, can tok abt almost anything under the sun. can suddenly joke or ask stupid qns to make a boring class exciting. start the furnace 2dae and many things happen to blog abt here. cun wait 4 monday though, gg to climb c-100, shiok. dun noe y after i climb both hot oil vessel n furnace, i cun wait to climb again. at first b4 climb, very scared, but now, very fun. cun wait 4 mon man. haha...
log book entry again, dun noe wat to write, previous grades same, nt so gd la. after reading some of my frenz's entries, i hope i noe how to write n improve, can get better grade nxt time.
shall end here. Ciao!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:28 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ♥
fuck, results r out alr, n i gt to forward maths. first time ever i need to forward a particular module. i dun want to forward leh, then take 1 less module s my classmates the nxt sem, then graduate w/o completing the so called all modules. i appealing 2 re-grade the paper. i even send an email to my maths lecturer alr, asking her to grade my maths again n let me pass. but heng, dun need forward heat transfer s i pass. if nt really dun noe how to appeal, miss phua very strict. i think is prac pull me up.stop thinking abt sad stuff, now comes the fun part. i climb up hot oil vessel, V-102 and the furnace, F-100 2dae. damn shiok la, at first scary when c from below, once i start climbing, then ok le. but damn tiring, s when we get down from 1 column, we gt to climb the other one. haha... 1 obstacle down, another to go, scariest, the 30m distillation column. we gg to climb that on mon, c everyday, oso scared, hope can be lk 2dae, once start, then ok le. is the coming down part will be more scary ba, i think...i oso sort of find my fyp grp le, stage a one, noe them from my itp grp. s we gt common interests, i hope we manage to get a bio-related or environment proj. either lecturer find us, or we go find them ourselves. worse come to worse, is balloting loh. i really hope my appeal is successful so i dun need to waste my time n parents' money to forward a same module. plus, i dun want face maths again. pls, i promise to do very well n study hard nxt year. last year le. really! i swear, s long s u let me pass maths, i will promise to study very hard nxt sem.
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:11 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ♥
exam results will be out tmr, feeling nervous n excited at the same time. dun noe whether shd i c tmr or nt. if i c, i will be depressed, if i dun c, i sooner or later have to face reality s it wun take 4eva to escape, esp with the results being sent to my hse doorstep a few wks later. summore, if i dun c, i would always be kept with the supense of guessing whether i will forward or nt s i m afraid to take a look. so c earlier better, sad a while then get my spirits ready 4 itp again. god, hope i wun forward.
pfd test, our grp gt 1 person fail. i think is me, cause i sux at mcq, n i last min then study pfd, nt sure whether i gt include all the components or nt. plus, i din use ruler to draw lines so will minus marks ba, i think. still nt sure who gt to retake pfd test, juz read thru first, in case is me.
better slp early 2dae, at abt 9, so tmr wun feel tired. whole day prac, dun want end up lk last time, half-awake after lunch time, then cun concentrate. miss out a lot on wat my trainer teaching. this wk prac impt so must pay extra attention, will greatly help us in our shift work.
i shall end here. go watch mv on " together" theme song, sang by my second idol, fahrenheit. Buai!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:36 PM
Sunday, March 15, 2009 ♥
i m currently stuck at home, while my family went 4 a picnic at pasir ris with my mom's family. i din want to go s i gt to wake up early at 8am if i go, n i m scared i will have no energy to attend tmr's prac s i gt to wake up early the nxt day too. weekends r the the best time 4 me now to replenish my slp so i wun get migraines.
another reason i choose nt to go s i gt things to do, lk my tutorial n log book entry. tutorial nt a prob s tmr juz go there copy ans can le. log book more ma fan, i still thinking wat to write n how to write so that i can score better grades than last time. i only score C for my previous log book entry n that is consider nt that strict marking s only first time. so now will be stricter, so if i dun write properly, i will score even lower than last time, maybe even fail. lob book entry is oso considered one of the criteria to pass this module, so of course impt. must get at least 50% in each section to pass.
ok, gt to go le. write my log book alr, will take a long time ba. hope i can think of wat to write. Sayonara!
listened to the sweet sound @ 12:30 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009 ♥
ytd time pass very slowly, though whole day prac. but i was alr in a half dead mode after lunch time, no mood to listen in prac. in fact nearly fall asleep. anyway, i finally tahan thru the whole thing, so now we officially left 4 wks to cptc.then accompany my frenz to city hall, they went 4 the IT fair while i went to put my stuff at tcc to lessen my load. then went to bugis to meet my darling girls. i was late 4 30 mins so i told them to go first, while i go meet them. once all present, we proceed over to bugis street to shop. managed to bought 2 tank tops n 2 shorts n a tights. haven try yet, but hope can fit. siao, i spend so much on clothes ytd, $76 in less than 2 hrs. best record. my 2 shorts cost $23 each. if my mom noe, she surely kill me, s she had alr told me nt to go buy clothes le. so now i m left with $50 to last me till the end of this mth. hope can survive, if nt have to shrimp n save le.nt only did i spend on clothes, but oso on food. went to soduku( i think i spell wrongly) to eat. choose a pasta n drink, their jap pasta nt bad n quite filling oso. my total bill on food come to abt $25, so i spend a total on $100 on both food n clothes. twice on wat i normally spend in a day when i go bugis. sad siah... i spend wat i earn. lucky i dun go 4 branded stuff if nt i wonder wat will happen. hehe...ok, go get ready 4 work le. expecting a huge crowd 2dae, s wat i saw ytd. so i m prepared. btw, i only took pics of my mom's bufdae, but bugis did nt. so if i gt time, i will upload n put on friendster. ok? be patient. i m very busy since itp start. Buai!
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:39 AM
Thursday, March 12, 2009 ♥
Happy Bufdae, my Beloved Mummy!
2dae is my mom's bufdae, but we haven celebrate yet. y? gt to wait 4 my dad to come home from his part time job. which means 2dae i will be slping late. i bought a massage stick 4 my mom on my way home juz now, from mni toons. cute siah, tortoise head s the massager. haha... n i choose a very cute wrapper.dun noe wat happened to my head 2dae, keep on having headaches. nt giddiness, but more to lk having needles poke into ur head, on n off-gg. sometimes have, sometimes dun have. is pain la... hope ok tmr, if nt cun concentrate in class. then if take mc, my prac will be 0 for that day. wat's the pt? so better slp well 2night. i think my everyday nap in mrt oso affect my head. i always slp on mrt in the morning on way to sch or now, attachment.i so deperately need a new lappy. my current one damn failing in its duties alr, damn laggy la. then always hang, if nt auto disconnect. shyt man, i want a new one. maybe a pink one to add to my pink collection.2dae pfd exam was ok. n yes, i manage to memorise the whole pfd n draw a few copies of it all by myself juz b4 the exam. so no prob, is the mcq which is the killer. but s pfd occupy lots of percentage, so pfd score high marks can le, can get A la. confident seh! anyway, 1 exam is down, 2 more to go. is lk we gt exam on every other 2 wks. exactly 2 wks oso. funny hor.tmr nt blogging s i meeting my darling girls 4 dinner n shopping at bugis. go buy singlets n shorts, if nt everytime dun noe wat to wear 4 attachment. wear jeans inside the coverall too hot, n lazy to bring shorts there n change oso. hope can buy singlet i want n oso can fit me one.taking pics later n tmr, so will upload when i gt time. go watch tv le. Ciao!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:56 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ♥
die man, tmr is the pfd test n yet i juz started 2dae. juz now our trainer give us mock test but i only noe how to draw half. must spend the remaining hrs b4 i slp n tmr b4 lunch to memorise the whole diagram b4 the test tmr, n that includes all the units n everything.tmr is oso my mom's bufdae, n i dun noe wat to get 4 her s present. she tmr bufdae but still gt to cook a feast 4 us n her. we cun do anything lk bring her out 4 a meal, still schooling, no money. my father, haiz... dun want tok abt him.so there r currently 2 things on my mind right now. present can slowly think tmr, now most impt is pfd. gt to practice liao. Cya!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:02 PM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ♥
the PFD test is juz tmr n yet i still cun seem to memorise the whole thing and name the components. though look at it many times in a day 4 prac or tutorial, when i draw the diagram out, i still need to refer to pfd b4 i can continue. tmr last day to study, so must try my best. May my god bless me!nt fair, my frenz itp is go there slack n still get paid at same time. we go itp, nt paid, still gt to attend lessons n have test summore. i thot exams over, can relax alr, but the torture continue during holidaes. sad siah... then everyday gt to wake up early n the stupid bus always late. waste time loh, i f i known, i can wake up 30 mins late, then dun need reach so early. i reach early, always 1 person only, so scary on the dark road. i m a girl wat.aiyah, dun want mention liao la, hope the 6 wks can faster end then can play liao n chiong thru my taiwan drama series. so, Cya!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:27 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009 ♥
cun believe it, weekend pass so fast, n b4 u noe it, it is time to wake up earky every day to go attachment. still gt lots of things haven do yet, lk studying pfd, reading thru notes n oso most impt, log book.
still dun noe wat i writing 4 log book. my trainer brief us on wat to write alr, but i had no idea wat to write on n how to start, still thinking thru. then pfd, test on thurs, but i haven even start memorising yet. scared nt enuf time s nxt few days, come home, eat, bathe, then go slp alr, no time to memorise. hope can memorise s much s possible. pfd impt, u nt only have to memorise, but oso to understand y certain parts r there n oso line tracing. then u can do ur prac more easily s u noe where each equipment is.
doing log book later. this is all 4 2dae, nth much ytd s go work only, but gt new staff la. 1 part time n 1 full time. go play my facebook le. Buai!
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:38 AM
Friday, March 6, 2009 ♥
nvr had b4 this feeling of missing my fingers on the keyboard of my precious lappy, until after the start of itp. itp has taken up most of my time that i dun even have time to on my comp, nt even mentioning using it. ok la, is nt no time, time u can find, is on how u manage only. 4 me is, past 4 days, come back from jurong island, bathe, eat, watch tv then slp, s nxt day gt to get up early. past 4 days wake up at 5.30, nvm, nt so tired.
starting from 2dae, gt to wake up at 4.30am. yes, ur eyes nt deceiving u n i din type wrongly. 4 the nxt 5 wks, gt to wake up at 4.30am everyday, excluding weekends. gt to be at jurong east station by latest 7am, in order nt to miss the charter bus. morning shift only gt 1 bus, so if miss, then jialat. nvr had i oso appreciate weekends s eagerly s now. to me now, weekends is the only time i can really slp until very late n slack s much s possible b4 the wk come again where we gt to wake up early.
2dae first day of prac. prac is more fun than theory, s u learn more n understand better in prac than theory, s we can visualise the thing better. our whole grp gt new goggles. cool hoh? but the instructor's goggles more cool la, lk sunglasses lor. i learnt 1 lesson after 2dae's prac. n that is to bun up my hair n pin my fringe b4 i put on my helmet. juz now first day, my hair was below my helmet s i din bun, which is nt allowed s may get caught in the machinery, n my fringe was a mess. gt to go buy a big band to secure my hair tighter. we were separated into grps which is better s more brains think better ,n s we gt other class ppl in our grp, so can make more frenz. i think by end of itp, my fren will have increase a lot ba. i hope... hehe...
looking forward to nxt few pracs, though the waking up time is tiring, but used to it can le. ok, go watch my tv programme le. another thing i miss when itp starts. Ciao!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:18 PM
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 ♥
a miracle has happen! i manage to last thru the first day of attachment, nt even mentioning the second day, which is 2dae. can continue my this spirit n hope i can last till the end. ok lah, cptc nt s bad s wat i expected, that is 4 lecture only, i dun noe abt prac. thinking abt prac makes me nervous all over again. imagine we gt to climb up a 30m column, scary. though i nt afraid of heights, but still can be scary, s it is nt a hdb flat. we gt to climb up by ladders loh.
ytd, first day nt bad la, juz that nt used to waking up early only. so slpy la, plus sun night, may be due to nervousness then cun slp well. but din slp in class, hehe... lecture 4 the whole day, noe the different instructors n wat we r gg to experience in our 6 wk stay there. their rules n regulation damn strict, must be punctual n worse, cannot slp even during our break. amazing loh, break is supposed 4 ppl to rest n maybe replenish their slp, but now cannot. haha...among all instructors, n from the workers i c there, there is only 1 lady, n she is coincidentally the course co-ordinator 4 cptc. nearing the end of the day, we were brought to the ctrl room where we get to check that all items of PPE were inside our lockers after being issued our locker keys. we oso tried out our coverall to c whether it fits us or nt. my locker is situated at the top which is juz nice 4 me, s i dun lk bending down to put my stuff. the food sold at the cafeteria nt bad la, but very ex.
2dae, second day. nearly slept in class during video presentation on safety. whole day lecture oso, but all on safety s we gt to take the safety test later in the day n we gt to pass it so that we can enter the plant n work. pass means must score at least 25/30, mind u. test quite easy la, s all mcq, plus the qns is common sense one, so i finish within 5 mins. brought food to eat there 2dae s dun want to queue lk ytd. in fact, i think everyday eat bread oso more worth it loh, filling n can save money.
tmr, dun noe wat to expect, hope is quite interesting ba. s my grp's instructor was on mc these past 2 days, i hopefully can c him tmr. at least noe wat his character is lk wat. right?
waiting 4 9pm to watch the last episode of wei lai bu shi meng. i want to noe the ending, will each person end up with the one they love? waiting...
ok, gtg. i tok quite a lot here. sort of lk replace wat i din blog on mon ba. i will fill u all in with more details of my itp when i free, k? i promise.
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:55 PM
Sunday, March 1, 2009 ♥
actually din feel lk blogging 2dae s i m feeling very slpy now, but if i dun blog, i cun tell u abt my working day n when attachment starts from tmr, i nt sure when will be my nxt free day to blog. ytd go work , n i receive 4 bad news, 1 of the part timers last day was on fri n 2 of my mt n junior cap last day was ytd, n that was nt all, to make matters worse, my bff in the kitchen is being trasnferred to pbj n his last day is 2dae. i din even noe this news until i saw the schedule, n he din even tell me, make me sad 4 nt buying a farewell gift 4 him, cun even c him 4 the last time. y everyone leaving at same time, it is lk 4 times a heavy blow to me, esp my bff in the kitchen. i will miss him n i nt sure when i will be seeing him again. is lk losing a very gd fren, abt same age s me. will miss those times we play n joke around in the kitchen. sad siah... wanted to go down to stc again to give him a present n to tok to him b4 he start work in a new environment tmr, but the time is alr very late now n i busy to move my butt away from the chair, so bo bian. eeyer, nt fair, y lk that? only 1 wk c him once n yet this has to happen. haven really get to noe him that well though we often tok n haven joke enuf with him yet. looks lk have to find 1 day, i either go pbj find him or call him out 4 dinner or lunch. oh yes, must call the other 2 guys out 2, oso consider the frenz i can relate well to. sort of lk a gathering. yup, sure can one. if only they 3 end work at abt same time then can be arranged. tmr start of attachment n i m a liitle worried n nervous. scared i screw up wat they ask me do since first time exposed to this type of stuff. nvm, calm down n have an early night's rest later so have energy 4 tmr morning. cannot be late oso if nt gt to go urself. nth much to tok abt le. So, Bye!
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:38 PM
