Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ♥
rushing thru proj this few wks that nt enough time 2 slp. every day come 2 sch with no energy to pay attention in class. now left with 1 more 2 do b4 i m free from all this torture.
wth! juz s i was feeling relaxed, i received a shocking news. i m kik out of my clique in class 2 give space 2 another girl. i dun understand, how can my best fren treat me like that, after 1 year of strong friendship? all because of a new girl in class, who transferred from 22 to 23, who coincidentally is my best fren sec sch classmate. after she came, things were nt as usual, she act like she is the boss, making decision 4 us without caring 4 our thoughts. i kept quiet s i dun want to make things diff 4 my best fren, but she take things 2 far, she purposely try to break our friendship n kik me out of the grp that has her in it. worse still, my best fren din even inform me abt it or speak up 4 me. is like, after that bitch, (sry ar, too pissed off by her liao) came, she influenced all the girls thinking in class, twisting their thought n they r now stuck to her like honey, lost their own thinking.
furthermore, my this best fren is too soft hearted 2 say her off, unlike me, who juz speak my own words, maybe resulting in her hating me. actually it was she who trys to attract attention n flirt with the guys in her class although she is alr attached. in the end, the whole class like find she is very nice person or chio. shit siah,thick-skinned.
dun care, i m 2 pissed off liao. have been crying non-stop since just now, is like after so long, u found a best fren, n ur friendship is like stable when suddenly this have 2 happen. wo bu gan xin! i m gg 2 break off friendship with all of them, nt even considering 2 tok 2 them. because, it affects my mood to concentrate on doing proj.
my happiness is wasted juz like that. i really feel like dying but dun noe how 2 die in a peaceful way? can anybody teach me? i will appreciate it very much s u r bringing to me the end of seeing this "ugly" world, true colours of ppl n ugly characteristics of ppl who change it like they r changing clothes. Hypocrites!
that's all 4 2dae. dun noe whether i will still be surviving tmr 2 update my blog.Labels: sad 2 think properly.
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:36 PM