Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ♥
after been to the prac 2dae, i realised sth. i m so useless that i cun even ans the qns of the prac that i was doing 2dae. indeed, i m juz doing blindly that when time comes, i do nt noe how to do sample calculations n explain carefully wat 1 particular thing stand 4. my grp members always have to add 4 me, resulting in my low marks. i no choice but to keep quiet there s i really dun noe how 2 explain. that is 1 reason y i always nt chosen first in a grpwork, cause nobody can trust me 2 ans the qns n score gd marks 4 the grp. perhaps if i m better, i will always be chosen first. i m so useless n i feel ashamed of myself. esp s a girl, cause al my girl classmates very gd in explaining n awlays score gd marks, so with them, i noe how to explain oso. but this time, i cun even explain, looks lk i really need to read up b4 i go 4 every prac alr. it will help n wun make me feel lk a fool in front of everyone. wateva, i gt a feeling now the fluid mec lecturer has chosen me s his target n will ask me to ans qns, y? cause 2dae i din ans properly.slept at 11 ytd, so i m damn shag now. can only slp after tutorial, if nt i dun noe wat i gonna do if i din at least attempt the qns. walau, she give so many qns lah n all i dun noe. can only blame me 4 nt paying attention in class. i dun care, i m really gg to pay attention this sem, pull my grades up so 1 personal advice? slp early, so that wun feel lk slping in class.continue my tutorial liao. Toodles!
listened to the sweet sound @ 3:57 PM