Monday, February 2, 2009 ♥
so sick n tired of my present class. class full of hypocrites, backstabbers, complain and sabo kings n queens. nobody ever apreciate the efforts u do 4 them, say my attitude sux. is cause i m in this class that cause me to have this fucking attitude. say i nt interested to study, wat 4 waste money coming to sch. c'mon, if i nt interested, i might s well dun continue schooling after sec 4, come out work better. say my results sux, n that i shd nt continue in this course, shd change course. i admit my results sux, but din i pull thru 4 3 sems? wat makes u think i suitable 4 another course? if i interested in business, i can straightaway enter business course when i get my o lvl results. wat 4 wait till now? then 2dae, suppose to stay in sch to do fma assignment, but i was sick. so went home, volunteer to do google sketchup 4 them. they they say deadline is 2dae, they doing everything by 2dae. i was doing halfway when they say that, so i stop. then say nt fair, y i din do anything. qilin sick oso but she do sketchup 4 them lk i noe lk that, n how i noe the deadline is 2dae? cun blame me, is nt lk i bo chup, i ask, i volunteer. if nt cause i sick, i can stay back oso. then say, nvm lah, u dun help nvm, we each person spend nt more than 30 hrs doing this thing. but hor, nxt sem ,if nobody want to grp with u, dun blame them hor. so contradicting. say dun mind, but at the back, toking bad abt u, suan-ing u, kan pian u. i then dun want to grp with them, last min notice everytime. anyway, i dun care any more liao. the only concern is to study hard 4 approaching exams.
spend so much time doing 1 qns, then when pass up, say nt gd enuf, nt that detailed, say i give slipshod work. diff ppl gt diff definitions of gd. wat i do may nt be detailed enuf 4 another person, vice versa, wat i do may oso be deem too gd n too detailed to wat the qns is asking. so i m juz doing my part here, is up to them to decide how they want to settle it. cannot blame me 4 nt contributing if their expectations high. is nt lk i did it last min, lk that day b4. din even let me try, or tell me my mistakes. let me continue with my same old mistakes then blame me again. how they expect me to improve when they dun tell me how?
maybe i really shd change class, change life. no use sticking there when there is nobody else in that class u can go with. no use being sad all the time u hear negative comments abt u. u go new class, still can start anew, that is when ppl dun go around spreading rumors abt u to the new class. no use feeling problematic s to how u can present ur ans to the grp with high expectations. no need to hear complaints abt u any more. free from all gossips n rumour. at least can be happier, no more crying everytime.
ok, i go bb c tmr e-prac liao. Ciao!
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:23 PM