Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ♥
tick tock,tick tock, waiting waiting, thump...thump... i m waiting nervously 4 any call to come in, my heart is beating very fast at this moment. no, is nt a crush who will be calling me, but is my fate who will come knocking on my doorstep if have a chance. i m waiting whether i will be receiving any call from cptc telling me that i do not need to go tmr, which means i have yet to pass cptc n will be back nxt year. i do nt want this to happen at all. waited so long juz 4 it to end, n now tell me i had to go again n ungergo all these. i cun bear to think abt it.it is alr 9pm n we were told that by then if we did nt receive any call, that means we r safe, but i cun help worrying. cause i juz change my no n forgot to inform my trainer abt my new no, n if they want to call me at my old no, they sure cun get thru. then they will try all means to contact me, which will result in more time taken. i noe by hook or by crook, they will try to get in touch with those ppl who fail, n i hope i m nt 1 of the " lucky " ones. only tmr when i go there n ask my trainer abt it, then i will feel safe. trying to think positively now. god, nvr had i felt so nervous b4, apart from getting exam results, of course. i do not want to suffer another setback. i pray...
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:06 PM