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Wednesday, July 2, 2008 ♥

juz s i was abt to throw my emo-ness behind n get on with my life, another unexpected thing occur that push me into the depths of the emo world. sth u n i could nt imagine.
i long sense that there is a prob existing me n my class but i chose to nt be bother by it or pretend to ignore it, until ytd did i tell myself that it is really time to face this prob. according to a very trusted fren, i heard that the majority of the class dun lk me due to my character or the way i tok. they have the impression that i m a very bossy person. that is so nt true, i mean sometimes i realise that the tone of my voice is a little harsh in order to get things done, but i always realise my mistake n apologize afterwards. furthermore, when u tok, u do not noe how u r toking or how the tone of ur voice. wat i do nt understand is the class dun noe me that well so how can they because of 1 incident n assume that i m that type of person? summore, it is a rumor, n there will sure b lots of distorted facts or added lies in it which makes things worse.
wat u cun expect is it was the guys who started the rumors n u noe wat? they purposely go n observe who dun lk who or who behave lk this n that. so lame right? i thought this only happen in sec sch n among the girls, but now among a grp of 18-19 yr olds n among guys summore. so childish! they gt nth better to do izzit?
at least 2dae the bbq 4 the dche gathering help me temporarily put my mind away from all those probs. i made quite a lot of new frenz there n it was really fun. food was quite a lot n although i din manage to eat as much chix wings lk usual, i was quite full. summore, i nt so feeling well n my appetide was nt gd.
tmr is back to me emo-ing again s as long s there exist a prob between me n a big grp of ppl, i will nt be peaceful until i noe the exact reason.
anyway, dun want to tok abt them alr. i m feeling slightly sick liao. dun think i will be gg sch tmr, slight headache.
now gt to finish my e-learning b4 2dae so gotcha chiong liao. Bye!

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