as much as i hate to admit it, i have no choice but start to feel a tweeny weeny tinge of emo-ness emerging in me. maybe is partly because of the mst results, another reason is i m starting to get stress up by the assignments that i haven even started n which r to be handed in this wk. mst results was somewat unexpected. the paper which i expected will fail due to many qns dun noe how to do n juz give ans anyhow, in the end, i get pass, whereas 4 the paper that i felt was the easiest among the rest n confident that i can pass as all the qns i noe how to do, in the end, i fail. weird right. bio, i fail while environmental i pass. quite a feat 4 me! at least gt 1 paper pass. i thought that i will fail all papers after i receive the most confident paper of all, bio since the rest r worse. budden, when i receive environ eng paper, i was shocked s i really din expect that i can pass s i skip lots of qns. the lecturer can say mark quite lenient s he still gave me marks although the whole qns is wrong. i guess that this will be the first n last paper that i manage to pass 4 this sem mst. i dun want to think abt the rest. my results nt main prob of emo-ness s i tend to forget it very easily or dun let it affect me that much. tiredness is 1 of main prob. since sch pron, nt used to waking up early to go sch, esp after the holidays where u have been slping until very late. another factor is of wat 1 of my fren say 2dae. the story goes... she ws having prob with her bf n she told us abt it, i comfort her by saying dun wry or think so much. then u noe wat she said? she very sarcastically told me that i dun have a bf so i dun noe how she feels. this is lk the second yr n everytime she gt prob with her bf, i always used this to comfort her but she din say anything to me that time. she juz smiled n say thank you. this time diff, i was shocked, dun noe y suddenly become lk this. maybe the new girl from class hai ta de. although i have promised myself that i will no more be toking bad abt her, budden i start to dun lk the way she act n behave. she lk controlling us loh. she 2dae scold me shuddup when i was trying to tok to my fren who facing probs. aiyah, say liao, u all oso dun understand, u nt in my class, oso very diff to tok in the blog. say to u personally more easy. anyway, back 2 story. is lk i feel hurt lah. how would u feel if u comfort someone then that person lk dun appreciate it, summore in a sarcastic manner? indeed i have no bf, so i may nt noe exactly how she feels. but i place myself in her shoes n think abt wat would my rxn be if i was her. i m nt lk last time where i do not think b4 i tok, but now, i juz comfort her n yet was faced with this type of criticism. she is in a bad mood, i noe but she no need to vent her anger on those around her. she said b4 if her mother was angry n vent her anger on her n her sisters, she hate it. then how abt me, isn't wat she doing now same s wat her mom did? i cun say i hte her, juz that i feel really hurt right now. haiz... no pt toking abt her liao, my friendship with her is drifting further, that's all i can say. can only hope that she wun regret it when the new girl true self start to show. this is the only piece of advice i can give her. ok, gt to compile my bioanal report now. hope tat my emo-ness can quickly go away, dun want it to affect me.
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♥ About that pop princess
ChEe pEi YuN
5th july 1990
Girl with a cancer horoscope
Sweet 18
Singapore Polytechnician
CLS clubber
Chem Eng student
Single
MuAcKs
S.H.E
Aaron Yan
Wu Zun
Jiro Wang
Calvin Chen
Pink
Chocolates
Dolphinz
Unicornz(believe in them)
Hearts
Music
Myself
Family
Frenz
YuCkS
Pests
Hypocrites
Backstabbers
Irritating person
Complain queen/king
….n many more, 2 lazy to name
♥ Wishlist
1. Semester GPA of 3.5 n above
2. Coloured contact lenses
3. More money
4. New clothes
5. New shoes
6. New pants
7. Perming, lk the nice ones in movies
8. Weight of 50 kg
9. Trip 2 australia
10. Trip with frenz
11. Go to S.H.E life’s concert at front row seat.
12. Take a pic with S.H.E
13. See Fahrenheit real life & take pic with them
14. More pink stuff