Friday, August 22, 2008 ♥
juz back from battle, n half of it fought. s expected, i lose to it again, so is lk there is still half of me hanging in there, but i doubt i can recover the rest of myself ba.made the same mistake thinking that i had study enuf n ready to ans the qns, but in fact u had nt, cause there r several parts u r nt so sure urself but juz lazy to admit that. take 4 example, 2dae, studied tutorial in the morning, understand how to do if similar qns come out in the exam, but when doing the paper juz now, regret that did nt study hard enuf, s u had alr forget how to use the formulaes, due to nervousness n last min. so again, spent that 2 hrs trying s hard s i could while waiting 4 time to pass quickly. this battle is giving me a rough idea on wat the results would be lk in the end though no one noes yet. i gt a feeling that i will lose this short battle severely, n unless god is helping me, i will 4eva be living in the nightmares of it. i noe there r some more battles nxt time way ahead of me, but this is the one i have to pass thru first b4 i can really focus on the others. maybe i will be fully prepared 4 my nxt one if i did learn my lesson.half of it fought, n another 2 more days to go. the thought of holidays coming r the only thing that keep me surviving in the battle up till now if nt i will give up there n then, n wait i m fully prepared nxt time to fight it again.rest first b4 continuing tmr. tmr back to work, aei, wait, ps. change of plans, i m currently on study break which means i wun be working until nxt wk. however, i really cun wait to c the new menu, haiz.... timing so accurate one, everytime.
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:46 PM